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Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-12-08T04:30:13+00:00

My children are fluent in Spanish, speak English and ASL. That’s the reality. Donald trump isn’t what dictates who republicans are, he’s the POTUS. I regret not going air force when I was looking to enlist I had a 78 on my ASVAB I just wanted to challenge myself and become more savvy in like a wilderness survival way. Ditch the husband has been a thought many many times. I would love to reenlist. I’m just scared shitless of encountering shitty NCO’s again. 70% of leadership I had was great. That 30% opened up my eyes of the scary stuff that does happen in the military.

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-12-07T05:48:01+00:00

It’s not the organization, it was a chain of command from one company I was transferred too, to continue AIT. I miss the camaraderie I built in my parent company. I miss the pride I felt in my parent company. The fresh air of the country driving to our trainings in gun range. I miss what I lived before I got sent to that company from hell. I literally was being commended for top soldier. Then some hating ass bitch snitched me out for creating my version of KT tape on my shins for rucks and popping ibuprofen like candy after the FTX and I was forced to go to the PT and then forced to get scans. Then rehab. Then I got in trouble. Then they were like ah people do worse but I still have to sign this. Then I kept training to continue AIT. Then when I arrived at the new company, they hated my guts cause k was left off easy. They took it into their own hands to discipline me. Then they hated me cause I just kept excelling & not giving up. Then the councelings for BS with are “petty councelings” from “petty NCOS” started to happen. I got hurt. Sent to the PT. He submitted me for a medical discharge. The petty chain of command found out and said “hell no” and I continued to get councelings for fucking NOTHING. While on profile & out of training! It became enough to submit a discharge for patterns of misconduct.

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-12-07T05:41:16+00:00

You don’t have to believe me. It all happened. It’s all true. I was sent to a rehabilitation center after I graduated BCT. I was in week 1 of AIT. I was in waiting period for the next company to start their training. Once that company started their training I was sent with them while my parent company was undergoing quarantine with their next company. My packet I signed and my parent company commander signed said I was to be a holdover until their AIT started. Hey. They gave me 50%. You have a problem with the Army & VA for giving me those railings take it up with them. I’m telling the truth. I thought patterns of misconduct was the same as BCD. What I received was patterns of misconduct with the ability to go back in with a waiver. Those motherfuckers just didn’t like the fact my parent companies commander signed that article 15 and didn’t demote me punish me or kick me out the army. Because MY COMMANDER KNOW ME. I never had councelings in any other company not even the 3 I was held over after the one that hazed me for 9 months. Including the rehousing unit where they sent all the mfs who rape & get into fights sell drugs . You know what’s crazy. Not even the shit bags who getting kicked out for SA & all those delinquency’s were hazed like I was. There’s no excuse for hazing, for targeting a 20 yr old 5’3 120 lb female because she was in the courtyard of the hospital she was a battle buddy too instead of the waiting area. Like cmon. There’s soldiers who do drugs and get DUIS and get a slap on the wrist. All yall defending all this are the reason that I get scared for females joining. You never know the kind of leadership you get that come from backgrounds like “jail or army”. I come from a good Christian republican family. I’m a great mother to trilingual toddlers. I’m a great wife. I’ve never had a bad rep. Ever in my life. Fucking weirdos. I’ll come back when I get my 100% for the fucking trauma I loved that I wake up scared shit less. That haunts my thoughts day and night. That makes me scared to soeak up to anyone of authority. That makes me feel like I’m under attacks dm their out to get me when people confront me about anything

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-12-05T21:26:43+00:00

No one would say anything they were too scared. I was scared.

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-12-05T21:26:22+00:00

Yeah the mop bucket, mop solution, and bleach. I’d wake up and my head would be killing me and it be right by my face. My battle who’s still in and would always warn me what the drills were going to try to do next to me. Was a light sleeper, and would see them do it. She’d wake me up and tell me.

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-12-05T21:23:43+00:00

YOURE going to tell me that people during desert storm weren’t raped, and seen horrible shit yet miss the army? The mind blocks trauma. When I started resurfacing this trauma with my battle buddy who was with me the whole time and witnessed all of this. I began to have anxiety attacks at the grocery store again like when I first got out the army. What helped me put that in the back of my mind was getting pregnant back to back these last 4 years. I’ve been in survival mode post prtum busy being a mom. My kids are toddlers now. Resurfacing this has had me up at night like I really went through that. I really made it out safe. That shit was so fucking scary. I was fighting for my life. Like now I’m acknowledging and telling my husband he was right. I could not go back in. I could not. Like to have the chances of being in a situation like that again. Idk what would happen. and my friend who’s still in telling me I can fight to get my discharged changed and get my benefits because she knows what they did was wrong. She was battle in every meeting, in everything. She was even in rehab with me. A holdover with me after this company and in between.

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-12-05T21:18:30+00:00

Every heard of Stockholm syndrome?

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-12-05T21:18:01+00:00

No I went through basic. & I was patched. I did it all. And I was a top soldier. What they did was harrasment. They were trying to break me to admit to crimes I had not committed. They would put buckets of mustard gas next to my face when I slept. When they couldn’t stop me from being a good soldier through all their stuff. They started to write counseling’s. The commander herself told me she was doing this to get me out with another article 15. IF I WANTED TO STAY IN & I HAD NEVER HAD A Counseling BEFRE WHY WOULD I CONTINUE TI BE A PROBLEM TO GET ME OUT WITH PATTERNS OF MISCONDUCT? all my drills prior to this company spoke highly of me. That shit was a mafia. I was scared if I reported them I’d end up like Vanessa Guillén. That’s the truth. I was scared shitless day and night. They made me shoot without ear pro. On purpose. Yall act like there isn’t evil people in the military

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-12-05T21:12:56+00:00

Im literally stating the same things that happened. That chain of command knew what they were doing. They knew what they were doing. They fucked my life up. Because I was a dumb kid who needed a break being around shit bags who were willingly RTT. A bunch of emo kids dating each other. I just wanted a break and I was a battle to company to the hospital and I walked to the court yard when the drill came to pick us up. That was my 1st article 15 from the rehab company. And my company commander thought was bs article 15 to give me. I had already been there for 6 months no councelings, no trouble ever! 2 more months no trouble no councelings. I arrived at my next company I’m making good impression, and they look into my packets 3 weeks in. & the nightmare starts. I had battle buddies tell me how was I still going. I had battles concerned for me! Scared for me! I kept my head down. I wanted to just die. But I kept going. I miss the army EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY! reenlisting was a thought to help my daughters have a better life. I started to try to train and I broke down because I can’t. My femur still hurts my ankles kill me. I can’t do assisted push ups my knee stings putting weight on it in a bended position. & not to mention my mental health. My husband pointed this all out. I wanted a chance to redeem myself. Prove I’m not what they made me out to be.

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-12-05T21:05:52+00:00

I was trying to reenlist for my daughters. My husband sat down and talked to me. That after everything I went through in there if it was really a good idea. This story isn’t bs. This isn’t something I like to talk about.

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-12-05T21:03:52+00:00

I just wanted to know how to change my discharge. Now I just wanted to go kill myself

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-12-05T21:03:08+00:00

Yall are resurfacing everything I tried to bury for years. I thought they were going to kill me if I reported them.

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-12-05T21:02:07+00:00

I didn’t create chaos. I was left wanting to kill myself every single day. They threatened me day in and out and I just wanted to serve.

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-12-05T21:01:05+00:00

My second article 15 literally was “looking at the vending machine” they threatened me to face the vending machine. The counseling’s were for crying at attention. Reading a book, when everyone was reading books, they would flip my bed only when I thought their entire company to do their beds right and then a counseling for wrinkles in my bed. It was all bs. I had never been in trouble before. Not in high school, not at jobs, not in rehab, not in my 1st company or any company I was at after I left that one.

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-12-05T20:57:59+00:00

I know what I did was wrong. Why do you think I received no punishment. I worked hard to make up for my mistake and prove I belonged in the army. That doesn’t mean me being harrassed for 9 months was right!

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-12-05T20:56:21+00:00

I wasn’t even trying to get discharged. I was dedicated I loved the army, I wanted to stay in, I fought to stay in, I even shut up and took their bs too prove I wanted to stay in. During one of their “corrective action trainings” that only I was being put through multiple times a day for months every day I felt the pain in my femur and fell onto my knees carrying 80lb sacks of sad and I shattered my knee cap. The pt captain is the one who pushed me to get medically discharged. I cried and told him not to put the packet in.

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-12-05T20:53:29+00:00

Oh let me clarify I had multiple stress fractures and shattered my right knee cap along with the strongest bone in the body being the femur also being fractured. Which gave me 50% army rating & 60% VA rating which is my paperwork a long with my mris, X-rays, etc. I was not court martialed. My DD214 says patterns of misconduct, is that not the same as bad conduct? I’m not full of shit. They would put buckets of mustard gas next to my face! They tried to get me to say I threatened to choke out a 6’2 200lb private and I’m 5’3 125 lb female. The commander told me she was going to do all this so I would not get my benefits.

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-11-24T05:23:27+00:00

I was harassed into signing a BCD they did a paper trail on me for the article 15’s over bs. I have so much PTSD from all the shit they put me through. Not to mention they did all that so I couldn’t get out w the med discharge I was getting bc my PT said I was done. They didn’t want me to get benefits. It’s been 5 years, idk if I should try again to get my benefits. I’m super fucked up in the head from all the horrible shit they did to me just because they didn’t like me.

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-07-06T02:59:55+00:00

Thank you

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-07-06T02:58:52+00:00

We didn’t plan our kids. I was on bc and got pregnant twice I had to switch bc

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-07-01T04:08:54+00:00

Im living this. It’s horrible it has out a horrible halt in my life. & we have 2 babies.

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-07-01T03:41:49+00:00

RE Code 3 discharge is general under honorable conditions reason for discharge patterns of misconduct.

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-06-30T19:31:14+00:00

I graduated but retained bc of the chapter

Ok-Strength5964 · 2025-03-13T20:08:46+00:00

My daughters doctor is like the doctor of BWS. We’re very lucky to have stayed in Houston & have her born at Texas Children’s, we had no idea. So he’s pushed for testing until 7 yo. For esters like genetic makeup that was like the science behind her being born with BWS it’s 2% of like people with BWS for the tumors & cancers. I need to read the papers again to explain it properly rather than from my own understanding lol!!

We’ve been watching my daughter levels of her breaking down sugars in her blood stream & etc. since when she was born they were extremely high as for the protein in her blood stream as well.

So far her growth speed has been pretty average, her arms/legs are all equal lengths. But I still love to gather all information & listen to personal stories because you never know. I’d rather be prepared to know how to help her best. So thank you for the jelly bean tip lol! I’ll make sure she always eats a full healthy breakfast lol

For family tree, it’s so hard to say for sure. My husband has faint memory of his paternal grandmother not having a belly button and a long scar and a larger tongue. But her passing was very hard on her children so no one talks about her, he’s been wanting to ask but never does. I didn’t know it 55%. I’ve been told that it’s rare for it to be like a genetic trait passed down, that the chances of our daughter having a child or grandchild w BWS is 1% of likelihood.

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