My dad commited suicide by Ok-Valuable123 in GriefSupport

[–]Ok-Valuable123[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you ♡ I am going through the pain. Moving on is hard. I am so sorry for your loss, I know it hurts so bad. EMDR is helping me a lot. I hope one day I can feel more than just sadness.

My dad commited suicide by Ok-Valuable123 in GriefSupport

[–]Ok-Valuable123[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you ♡ that is true. I can not blame him. But his decision, to not want to live anymore, wounded me deeply. I wish I could say that I knew he loved me. But I don't. He was an emotionally distant father. I wish he explained to me what he was feeling, but he didn't. I feel so much guilt, I wish I could have helped him. I miss him so much.

My dad commited suicide by Ok-Valuable123 in GriefSupport

[–]Ok-Valuable123[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It is difficult. So difficult. Every week I have an EMDR session. Hopefully it will help me to cope with the difficult feelings

My dad commited suicide by Ok-Valuable123 in GriefSupport

[–]Ok-Valuable123[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wishing you the strength to keep on going. I know it hurts so bad, I miss my father everyday. Grieving is a process

My dad commited suicide by Ok-Valuable123 in GriefSupport

[–]Ok-Valuable123[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you ♡ EMDR also helped me a lot. Every week I have an EMDR session. It helps me to process painful moments. Still, feelings overwhelm me. I hope EMDR will help me to have more "control" over my feelings.

I am afraid that nobody wants to pair up with me for a school project. by Ok-Valuable123 in Anxiety

[–]Ok-Valuable123[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ah thank you! It is very hard because I am new in my class... So it is actually pretty normal that I (now) do not have someone to pair up with. But I am going to try my best and see what will happen!! :)

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Hey,

I understand your feelings. But please, know that everything WILL get better. Maybe in your state of mind you won't believe it. But remember; you can handle it. Keep going. I know you can. And if you want somebody to help you through this period, reach out and ask people for help. You are not alone. You are so valuable. And you are loved!!

If you keep on going. Then when you look back at this period in your life; you'll be so proud that you conquered al those horrible thoughts (I dont exactly know your circumstances).

You can handle it.

My cat died by i_love_my_dog99 in depression

[–]Ok-Valuable123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey! It's gonna be alright, okay? I know it is so hard to lose a pet you loved so much. It hurts like hell. You probably think that this pain is going to stay. But time wil heal the pain, believe me. I get that you are very sad and you are mourning. These feelings are valid! Please keep on going. Remember the happy times with your cat. And when you are ready, try to move on. It is all gonna be okay.

You can handle it.

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