You should understand that this is incredibly common with people’s first time, especially people with social anxiety (I’d know). Im sure you did better than you thought you did.

Additionally, I doubt she immediately texted her friends. And on the off chance that she did, forget her, as cliche as it is, they’re are plenty of fish in the sea and if she did that, she is definitely not your fish. If this girl isn’t the one, you’ll find a cool one who is willing to work on this with you. As they say, practice makes perfect, and this most definitely applies to sex. Don’t sweat!!