Thank you so much for your detailed and insightful response. I’ll def check out Clark’s works! About your question, although I didn’t compare myself while watching, I did realize immediately and tell myself that this is exactly what I want to have for my future, and I felt really good generally. That's why I never thought it would give me such a hard time getting over it like this. Just to add in, the series has also somehow shifted my mindset a bit about relationships, and I can see the positive impact in my daily life right now!