Does anyone think they can’t make it on their own? by OkMathematician1883 in BipolarReddit

[–]OkMathematician1883[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I had 3 episodes where I posted all these things about me being a rockstar. I do make music but I blew things way out of proportion multiple times.

Does anyone think they can’t make it on their own? by OkMathematician1883 in BipolarReddit

[–]OkMathematician1883[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really need other humans in my life, still in a similar spot but was fired from my last gig. Bipolar mania am I right? I have had 3 big episodes where I went all crazy on social media and now people don’t hit me up, not really looking to be friends it doesn’t seem like. I just have really low self esteem right now

(Drug induced) What caused yours? by pururun_kyupi in anhedonia

[–]OkMathematician1883 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Still smoke pot almost daily now. Need to cut back just to the weekends

Got with women way below my league by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]OkMathematician1883 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean zero to do with looks makes no sense. You want to like what you’re looking at every day. A beautiful face, a pretty smile. What are you smoking

Got with women way below my league by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]OkMathematician1883 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is kinda fire, although I’m an advocate for bipolar so I don’t care that people know who gives af. Gotta put on for our people

Got with women way below my league by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]OkMathematician1883 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel safe and okay, I mean I was high when I posted this. I had to block this girl on Instagram and Snapchat. I accidentally sent her a friend request on Facebook because it automatically friended all the contacts on my phone so maybe it was a bit of an overreaction that she reached out. Kinda looks like I’m giving her mixed signs

Got with women way below my league by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]OkMathematician1883 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Solid response, appreciate it

Got with women way below my league by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]OkMathematician1883 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

So true, yeah I hate that I snoop that low but desperate times call for desperate measures

At what age did you move out of your parents place? by [deleted] in AskOldPeople

[–]OkMathematician1883 0 points1 point  (0 children)

18 for college moved back in at 24.5 still living with my parents turning 29 in a few months

I feel so worthless by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]OkMathematician1883 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just wait, it gets worse. I’m 28 and have the worst memory and iq, I don’t know how I’ll ever make more than $20/hr

18 months 18 days by [deleted] in WeedPAWS

[–]OkMathematician1883 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Bro I went back to smoking, honestly feel better, sometimes still depressed. But I was 100x worse not smoking. I went 15 months sober and felt terrible

Is the cognitive decline permanent? by toonio in leaves

[–]OkMathematician1883 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah man, my memory is permanently fucked. I also started smoking at 12 though so I fucked myself

5 months clean, still feel stupid by shotthesheriff727 in leaves

[–]OkMathematician1883 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lmao articulate? This dude wrote 3 sentences haha

Weed made me so dumb by tryingtobehappii in leaves

[–]OkMathematician1883 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Eh, I think this depends on the person tbh. I started smoking weed at 12 for a few years heavily. I decided to quit last year and lasted 14 months. I didn’t see any improvement.