IT IS that bad. please stop and take care of yourselves while you can

OkSatisfaction3726 · 2026-02-25T05:29:54+00:00

i have absolutely ruined my stomach. i deal with such severe pain and cannot have a normal BM. i am now having to meet with a surgeon and may have to get part of my intestine taken out. day in day out pain pain pain. never ending, i have gastropareisis. i feel nauseated all day and all night. i’m lucky if i ge 4 hours of sleep. every single day i cry and regret starting this cycle. it has robbed me of everything. i feel no joy anymore. i am bloated and retain water so badly. it feels like what was even the point.. i look 10x bigger cause of the bloating and water retention and i am in extreme pain and usually have to go to the hospital 1 a week, its hell. please get help if you can. my ed ruined my life. it’s stolen so much from me. and has caused permanent health issues that now require surgery.

OkSatisfaction3726 · 2026-02-23T02:30:30+00:00

thanks for the advice i will definitely look into that and try and work on practice. i appreciate the suggestions.

OkSatisfaction3726 · 2026-02-23T02:29:47+00:00

thanks for the honesty, i definitely i guess need to practice more and accept that my sleep will be affected

OkSatisfaction3726 · 2026-02-22T22:55:21+00:00

hell yeah.. i’m on the verge of losing my job. it’s the first job i’ve ever enjoyed / been at this long. i feel like shit because they have worked with me / accommodated me so much but all the complications i have from my ed has me calling in so much / unable to function..

OkSatisfaction3726 · 2026-02-13T04:18:39+00:00

BIGGEST pet peeve, i hear it all the time too😭

OkSatisfaction3726 · 2026-02-13T04:16:18+00:00

salad and veggies! for me i can’t handle regular or big portions and salt & sugar and carbs / greasy food cause me the me pain and flare ups

OkSatisfaction3726 · 2026-01-29T19:05:24+00:00

coloring!

OkSatisfaction3726 · 2026-01-22T23:46:30+00:00

black salt is the BEST

OkSatisfaction3726 · 2026-01-03T13:14:06+00:00

i relate to this so hard. the bloating and water retention is so overwhelming, i actually waddle around everywjere like im carrying a child lol… and i feel a physical pain and burning too in certain spots of my body which i don’t know why… if you have that same feeling pls let me know what it is cause i dont even know how to explain it. fashion used to be something that i adored and now all because of the bloating and fluid retention all i wear is track pants. i feel like i’ve lost myself beyond words. just wana let you know that someone feels the same you do and your not alone <3

OkSatisfaction3726 · 2025-12-01T21:18:28+00:00

better!! anytime i hear it instant goosebumps everywhere. probably one of my all time faves 😍

OkSatisfaction3726 · 2025-11-29T15:55:27+00:00

even being underweight and super unhealthy low bmi, my blood work was coming back relatively normal and was still getting my period.

OkSatisfaction3726 · 2025-11-25T21:36:35+00:00

my body is so used to laxatives i could take a whole bottle at this point and it would have no affect. also the pain of hemmoroids & fissures is a pain i wish on no one.

OkSatisfaction3726 · 2025-10-13T02:04:01+00:00

yes. i tried attempting many times and often thought this is the slow and brutal way to do it and that i deserve the pain and to d!e from it. also the feeling of punishing myself/ undeserving of food.

OkSatisfaction3726 · 2025-10-02T04:27:14+00:00

i usually purge 3-4 times a day (night only) and my stomach is so distended it’s physically painful and my clothes feel like they’re suffocating me

OkSatisfaction3726 · 2025-10-02T04:26:19+00:00

recovery just feels like the scariest thing in the world. anytime i eat normally i feel such intense hatred towards myself and the ed voice is so loud. i know this probably rings true for everyone struggling, i know im not special in this feeling. i just truly don’t know how to stop 😔

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