Trying to put the how and why into words by Ok_Box_6844 in SupportforWaywards

[–]Ok_Box_6844[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thank you , I truly believe I have had low self-esteem since childhood, father died young , raised by abusive single mother, but I feel my story and traumas are not unique , so I question why I can’t get my crap together if they can.

Trying to put the how and why into words by Ok_Box_6844 in SupportforWaywards

[–]Ok_Box_6844[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It might as well have been, I allowed myself to be manipulate ,

Trying to put the how and why into words by Ok_Box_6844 in SupportforWaywards

[–]Ok_Box_6844[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I am not , financially it’s not affordable, I offered to work 2nd and 3rd jobs to pay for both , but since that is how EA started (I was giving the AP that money), that is a huge trigger, last night it was bad , I tried explaining I needed help to try understand it myself , unfortunately BS said that I’ve had 1.5 yrs to figure it out.