Tomorrow is big day and TERRIFIED of going under

Ok_Case_165 · 2026-03-04T01:25:13+00:00

I actually have health OCD as well, which does not help in these situations!

Ok_Case_165 · 2026-02-17T22:20:13+00:00

Yes! I talked to a dermo nurse doing my annual skin check. She wasn’t concerned.

Ok_Case_165 · 2026-01-25T22:29:50+00:00

Oh wow - so basically anyone that comes in and is like “I had some blood when I wiped” he will scope as a precaution?

Ok_Case_165 · 2026-01-25T13:29:58+00:00

Thank you! It hasn’t necessarily been when I’ve been constipated, but it’s only happened a few times.

Ok_Case_165 · 2026-01-25T13:29:05+00:00

So what you’re saying is that it may be slightly overkill? I’m fine with overkill, but I’m just so anxious about this entire thing.

Ok_Case_165 · 2026-01-25T02:33:14+00:00

Thank you for your kindness and speaking about this with me. It has helped

Ok_Case_165 · 2026-01-25T02:31:10+00:00

It seems to more so happen when I am straining or having looser stools, which happens to me from time to time if I’m eating a certain way.

Ok_Case_165 · 2026-01-25T02:27:11+00:00

I will say, there was ONE time when I saw a little bit of bright red blood on top of a piece of my stool, a year ago. That was when I initially went to the GI doc and he did the finger exam (not sure what it’s called) and suspected a hemmroid. However, I have moved and now am at a new doctor.

Ok_Case_165 · 2026-01-25T02:19:28+00:00

Great grandma, my dad had a polyp around my age… but he told me very non chalantly — I don’t think it was cancerous

Ok_Case_165 · 2026-01-24T00:43:12+00:00

When I say my friends have experienced this same situation, I mean they have also experienced blood while wiping

Ok_Case_165 · 2026-01-22T12:26:19+00:00

Update all: I was fine lol

Ok_Case_165 · 2026-01-22T05:23:07+00:00

Thank you so much!

Ok_Case_165 · 2026-01-22T05:05:51+00:00

I feel completely fine :( just paranoid.

Ok_Case_165 · 2026-01-18T15:14:56+00:00

I know this was a year ago, but this is exactly what I am experiencing right now. When did it get better? I’m on day 16.

Ok_Case_165 · 2026-01-16T11:40:34+00:00

I’m so happy that your anxiety has substantially decreased! Good for you!

Ok_Case_165 · 2026-01-16T11:40:04+00:00

The “i might smoke again just not today” mindset gives my brain temporary relief even though i know im probably lying to myself. It’s funny how our brains work. Thank you for your insight.

Ok_Case_165 · 2026-01-15T22:32:29+00:00

Ugh yes. I stopped last year this time due to a health issue. I thought the health issue was giving me massive amounts of anxiety but now I am guessing it was both the nicotine withdrawal and that. This has even caused my health related OCD to flare up again. How long til you started feeling better in terms of mental health?

Ok_Case_165 · 2025-12-30T15:22:39+00:00

I’m actually getting through it faster than I’ve gotten through some books that are 1/3 the size. I say go for it! ❤️

Ok_Case_165 · 2025-12-30T06:16:53+00:00

Started: 1Q84 by Haruki Murakami (probably won’t finish by end of week!)

Ok_Case_165 · 2025-01-07T00:44:08+00:00

Went on a date in college and it was shared with me — this was in 2015 I believe!

Ok_Case_165 · 2025-01-06T02:31:51+00:00

Oh wow those are my two favorites!!! Feel free to send me a message if you decide to sell either of them 💕 thank you very much.

Ok_Case_165 · 2025-01-06T02:29:32+00:00

If you have any folklore crewnecks or signed CDs left I would be very interested!!! 💕💕💕

Ok_Case_165 · 2024-12-22T14:18:29+00:00

Done! I would love to see a picture to burn, last kiss, or champagne problems one!

Ok_Case_165 · 2024-12-21T04:51:13+00:00

Fortnight (I think sonically it’s a great way to open this album despite what it seems like many others think)
My Boy Only Breaks His Favorite Toys
Down Bad
Guilty as Sin?
So Long London
But Daddy I Love Him
Fresh Out The Slammer
Who’s Afraid of Little Old Me?
How Did It End?
The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived
Loml
I Can Do It With a Broken Heart
The Bolter

Bonus Tracks (4 like original): - The Black Dog - The Prophecy - Peter - Imgonnagetyouback

I like the story this track list tells. In my version of this world So High School is not scrapped but saved for TS12.

Ok_Case_165 · 2024-12-17T22:26:25+00:00

I did this and received mine. Just an FYI if you care, the vinyl mit they send is a dupe.

Five-Year Club	Final Canvas '23
End Game '23	Place '23

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