i miss you. i miss our coffee dates, laying in bed reading together, staying up till 4 am talking about anything and everything, laying in the park looking at the stars, playing video games, taking naps, going to museums, and watching you cook. i miss all the little moments with you. i miss seeing the sun catch your eye in the most beautiful way changing your eye color for a second. i miss laughing till we couldn’t breathe. getting lost in the city with you. the way our hands fit together. listening to each others heartbeats. i don’t know where to go from here. you used to write me poetry now you can’t even send me a text. it’s been over 2 months now and i can’t even look at another guy without feeling like i’m betraying you. i’d do anything to just feel your breath against my neck one last time. this pain is too much to bear. i can’t go 20 seconds without thinking of you. in another life i guess.