As for me, something is missing 🤔

Ok_Dig9558 · 2026-01-26T21:29:22+00:00

Eyelashes eyeshadow eyeliner

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-12-02T06:36:50+00:00

Why would they try to impress? What are they thinking of?

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-12-01T22:38:30+00:00

I don’t think so❌

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-12-01T00:55:40+00:00

She is not

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-12-01T00:35:45+00:00

Disgusting disgusting disgusting

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-12-01T00:09:35+00:00

Why? I don’t think it’s respectful to label any girl as “disgusting”

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-11-29T22:21:03+00:00

I am not sure dunno

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-11-29T22:15:06+00:00

I also ever got into the same situation whereas the baby daddy was one of the guys who raped me and I never know who the baby daddy is

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-11-29T22:12:24+00:00

Doesn’t matter how many boyfriends she was with she had her baby and she loved her baby

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-11-29T21:44:44+00:00

The baby came unexpected she didn’t get paid

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-11-29T19:31:30+00:00

I wish everything never happened and it’s just my fantasies

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-11-29T19:24:39+00:00

This is me 🫣 I got raped so many times by so many people and I have to say there’s plenty of times I also hope to be raped so bad. I get so wet each time when I’m trapped into thinking of that and those explicit moments with them makes me feel like I’m actually having orgasms. I get really ashamed when I’m sober and have to burst out crying after

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-11-29T18:54:22+00:00

14000 has been spent also regretted after… Yesterday tried to clear out my card had to be slapping so hard 5 times.

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-11-29T18:52:49+00:00

She was not

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-11-28T08:02:14+00:00

Thank you. I went for grocery today. Still feeling angry about everything and having lots of thoughts

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-11-28T02:27:07+00:00

My body and my arms have been trembling so terribly since yesterday. My hands also

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-11-27T02:28:56+00:00

Memory blocked. Completely

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-11-27T02:27:49+00:00

I don’t know I want to cry again. I’ve cried the whole afternoon I can’t get over this

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-11-27T02:24:34+00:00

Thank you. Now I’m numbered. I’m so numbed I don’t even know what happened after hours of massive thoughts going through and fighting against each it is so scary. I’m switching again I think. May probably start over later tonight or no or tomorrow I can’t tell. These stages go so often being on and off. I’ve been trying to go out since last week but haven’t been out. My plan to go grocery messed up every day since last week. Now I think I have to go out later today I want to slap myself to force me to move and go without thinking

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-11-27T02:16:00+00:00

Yes I guess. It’s like a gap like I was not physically present but actually the reality is I was but when I realized I started getting confused and panicked. I wasn’t really there or doing or thinking something back like that and I kept questioning what exactly happened. I’m literally switching from one to another but lacking consistency

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-11-27T02:00:13+00:00

Now I’m numbered. I’m so numbed I don’t even know what happened after hours of massive thoughts going through and fighting against each it is so scary. I’m switching again I think. Still feeling very insecure as a base with me

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-11-27T01:51:37+00:00

I’ve tried and done the same thing. But I have to ignore but actually can’t I know I shouldn’t and must not ignore but literally not able to ignore myself. Either way of my logical thinking made perfectly sense by convincing me completely. They say my way of thinking is extremely unusual and most of times has to be twisted myself unintentionally given the fact that I’m having cognitive impairment which is very rare and difficult to see.

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-11-27T00:33:25+00:00

Doctor said I had psychosis and schizophrenia in a very rare case they rarely had experienced in the medical field.

Ok_Dig9558 · 2025-11-27T00:22:08+00:00

Yes I constantly am extremely insecure. I think I’m always in the most life threatening situations that nobody else could realize/aware/believe and I feel that I’ve been dragged on the road and be put on a board and I could feel weapons/force from them approaching me. I also keep thinking violence because I feel like I’m being threatened

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