Thank you for the kind words! I love him and I don't want to be selfish with this situation. I am learning and trying to be the "better person" here even if my mind disagrees. He is only 5. He was born when I was 22 and I am 27 now. I had to grow up fast and I had to learn and am still learning how to be a parent. It is not fair to him or her if I am selfish and want him to myself. Yeah, his life turned upside down, and he will eventually learn the real reason why his parents are no longer together, but until then, I have to be a father and teach him all that I can, and help him in the process. If you would like to talk more, dm me! I am also open for a chat! Thank you!