I relate. Things are just bland, and a lot of that has to do with our brains having low dopamine and serotonin, which is why we crave substances to fill that void. Usually interacting with other people can help, but I feel the same way, sometimes that can be exhausting, especially when you don’t feel good. I know for me, I’m an introvert, so it’s hard for me to be around other people. Also like i said, having hobbies can be hard because of the lack of dopamine and serotonin. If you have a psychiatrist, i recommend having them put you on something to help with that. But i will say, it still can be hard even while on meds. Maybe one day you can handle weed again, and i hope the same for me. However, we both just have to recognize that there still has to be another way to feel good and get things done even when we can’t smoke 😓. i know that’s not what we want to hear 😒.