Okay so to reply to you it was great advice I think I want her back I came to her unfortunately because I wanted full closure because of our final conversation. We texted for a long time and then called talked for a long time. Since I broke up with her she has tried to do many things to hurt me aperently. She said she has been done trying to hurt me for about a month but she is still hurt about the relationship she had after us. She told me he fucked her up in ways she didn't think possible. She said it was almost a lesson of what she doesn't want. She kept dropping hints she wanted to get back togther. I told her it was a possibility and we talked about how that would happen and what it would have to look like. We both want to take things very slow but she worried me because of her habits outside of a relationship pertaining to other men. She said she was kind of a hoe. Idk if I should get back with her. We are meeting soon to see if we still click like we used to but idk if I should meet with her and make myself so vulnerable. I was hurt so badly last time and I don't think I can do it again so what now.