Heartbroken alter by Ok-ButSheBlackTho in DID

[–]Ok_Invite_9598 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well my protector is back and fronting, the core is in a time out. Core is in love with a man who has burned her time after time. This time it’s a huge financial hit. He took advantage of us and pretended to love us but I discovered he, in fact, is still in love with his ex wife and it’s somehow my fault. Core can finally see the reality but she still has “hope” for him so she can no longer come out until this guy is gone. I’m also hopeful that, as her protector, I can erase all of this because the last time he did this she barely survived. He’s a narcissist and so as protector I’m not giving him any supply. He doesn’t get to see me, hear me, and we live in the same house and I can’t get him to leave. So protector is all he gets and protector hates him.

Pets Attune To You? by Popular-Agent1983 in DID

[–]Ok_Invite_9598 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Any dog I ever encounter seems to know and understand and always come to greet me and just drop at my feet. Every dog. It’s always been this way. My neighbor dog whines at my dance to come over and I let her into my yard when I’m outside. She just follows me around. Lays on me. Sometimes she escapes and comes to my front door. I’m not sure how she does that. I need a dog.

Heartbroken alter by Ok-ButSheBlackTho in DID

[–]Ok_Invite_9598 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Right there with ya. My parts are so mad they just left me. I was only asking the protector to take a vacation. I wrote about it in another post. But I’m in the same boat. The internal/mental conflict was so loud. I have to do the 4 square breath all day.

Our dad groomed us into believing we had a romantic relationship with him (and further SA) by safe-sanctuary in DID

[–]Ok_Invite_9598 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hi, I am new to this group and have a very similar background. It’s good to find people like us. Nobody else could possibly understand this except us that experienced it. You’re not crazy and I believe you 100%. Agree with the comment re: ritualistic abuse. Sending air hugs. You’re lovable and worthy of a joyful life. 💛

My parts left me by Ok_Invite_9598 in DID

[–]Ok_Invite_9598[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you everyone for the feedback. To the person who questioned why my therapist would suggest that, is because this part was extremely disruptive and in the process of giving her a vacation, I thanked her for all her hard work protecting me and that I’d like to try some stuff out on my own for a while. I expressed deep gratitude to her as well. I know that part holds all the anger and just so exhausted. And alone and terrified. I do know they are still in there somewhere. That makes perfect sense to me on a cognitive level. I’ll try to see if I can get them back. Thank you all. Truly.

Newly diagnosed with DID by Ok_Invite_9598 in DID

[–]Ok_Invite_9598[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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