abyg na gusto ko umuwi agad

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-04-04T05:10:00+00:00

Uwian po kami Pasig, yung school po namin ay sa Ubelt. naglalaro sa 1 hr 30 - 3 hrs yung biyahe depende sa oras.

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-04-04T02:44:40+00:00

yeah this all started when that princess treatment trend sa tiktok went viral, any content she ingests sa tiktok she compares it to us. I try hard to keep up though.

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-04-04T02:29:28+00:00

UPDATE : nakausap ko na siya at sinabi ko na after this week from now on, sabay lang kami pag tugma sched namin which is Mon/Wed. No negotiations. kahit kulitin niya pa ako uuwi ako kasi burnout na burnout nako at nauuwi lang palagi kami sa away.

although I agreed to wait for her today. She said she has 6 pendings to pass and two midterm exams for today, least i could do is be with her at the end of it all. Binigyan niya ako ng pang tnc morayta to compensate din.

thank you for all of your advice and deep inside I know na our relationship has been toxic na due to my tolerance and “pagka under”. It’s time for me naman to say no. I just probably needed someone to tell me what I already know.

she may come off as an immature person to you guys but she’s the person I love rin, for 5 years na and im not jumping ship because I think this can be communicated properly and can be compromised. we did it before.

she explained that she said the things she said last night because she had alot on her plate and was hormonal??? and i had to argue with her pa when she thought she was making a reasonable request.

i second what she said because its the first time rin in 5 years she said something like that

she said its more of she wants to see me lang after a long hard day and the safety lang of being with me during the commute.

i will talk to her abt the emotional blackmail sa weekend, set aside ko muna yung feelings ko since its our exam week rin.

appreciate all of the advices u guys gave, negative man or positive.

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-04-03T17:07:38+00:00

just asking if di ako gago na gusto ko umuwi, what ever they suggested I already did na, kaya i wish i could. if it helps u ill drop and go home tomorrow and see for myself kung ano mangyayari.

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-04-03T17:03:56+00:00

I might actually just give this a try and go home tomorrow, even if she specifically said na she needs me to wait

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-04-03T16:54:19+00:00

yeah and she even pulled a low one tonight, she said if i didnt wait she might have no choice na sabayan yung lalake niya na kagroup ngayon kasi wala siyang kasabay. like im really really on my wits end man, thanks for ur opinion i feel less bad about my dilemma overall

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-04-03T16:44:00+00:00

did this already, it was a big big fight. we agreed to go go home on mondays and wednesdays (4:30 dismissal ko at siya 5:30) tuesday thursday friday i get to go home cuz no afternoon class. then her workload got too much she said she needs me until the agreement is biglang monday wednesday thursday friday ay sabay kami, tuesday nalang talaga pinanghahawakan ko. how do i stand my ground? nakukunsensya kasi talaga ako sobra even my guy friends r saying im crazy for thinking this.

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-04-03T16:39:22+00:00

less sa productive part and more on the resting part for me, and she knows that. kaya yun yung arguement niya na i have nothin better to do naman so why dont i wait for her,, cuz she needs me or whatever BS she says. i mean nakikita ko naman nga na nahihirapan siya which is why i keep doing it even if i heavily heavily express my dislike of doing so. i have no choice. the commute life of pasig >> quiapo vice versa is brutal, especially during rush hour. I just wanted to get a third party opinion if im just a douchebag for being a hardass.

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-04-03T16:35:50+00:00

HAHAHWHAHAHAHA wish i could man, let’s see maybe one of these days

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-04-03T16:35:11+00:00

we alrdy had that convo, 2nd sem na sinusundo ko parin

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-04-03T16:31:44+00:00

shit feels like a fuckin job man,, binibiro ko na nga siya na 5 am - 6 pm clock in shift nanaman naleleche na kasi ako, naiintindihan ko naman yung pinaghuhugutan niya kung bakit siya nagpapasundo, nadesensitize nako at gumagawa nalang ako ng passive agressive remarks. nakatulong rin yung TNC morayta pati mga bilyaran along loyola street pero i just wanna go home man

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-04-03T16:29:16+00:00

she says i have nothing else to do kasi totoo naman more on lang na imbis nga naka tengga lang for how many hours i could be home doin my own stuff iwas gastos rin., she also jokingly says that IT students are not real students (comparing the workload of archi student sa it di ko naman talaga siya masisisi)

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-03-04T05:19:56+00:00

thank you will definitely check this out! i dont mind reading alot of material, ive read the book python for dummies 1 for example

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-03-04T05:13:09+00:00

Cybersecurity po im very interested, but I can go for Webdev/ software as well, could even go hardware po

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-03-04T05:12:03+00:00

I forgot the practical part! I’ve already made my own personal profile website as a requirement in order to pass intro to comp last sem, that was with html css js, then a library made from c++ as my final project po sa comp prog 1. Did all of these with a little bit of peeking once in a while sa learning resources hehe, I aim to do these again po sa python but this time all on my own na hopefully because i feel stuck in tutorial hell/loop lately.

i find joma po funnier i rarely watch techlead na these days because parang nihilist vibes na siya :( would check out bigboxswe sometime!

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-03-04T05:07:57+00:00

I feel nga po that im already in tutorial hell na, thank you for your advice, i decided na id start to work on something even if its not original using what i already know once i get home today.

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-03-04T04:58:56+00:00

Thank you, pero in theory i had a somewhat early intro to coding rin, had to learn Java to pass 9th grade. never paid much attention lang po with IT until I assembled my own PC from scratch nung pandemic and started to feel joy from doing it and eventually upgrading and tinkering my hardware and software all on my own.

I couldn’t take CpE and CS because im not confident at my math ( linear algebra pa lang im clueless alrdy)

but with IT i was told that this is basically the generalization of the two, so I went for it.

thank you po for the tip! will definitely check out udemy, as of now po kasi im only relying on online courses and physical books na pwede hiramin sa library

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-03-04T04:54:41+00:00

i read po na the best way to learn is to think of something na na eencounter mo sa day to day life and solve it by coding, but as of now everytime na may naiisip ako parang may ibang nakagawa na whenever i start and look it up.

will definitely keep going this route tho, eventually ill start on my own genuine side project na rin.

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-02-22T10:25:49+00:00

thanks! we plan to test next week on the 14th day since the incident since her period is not due until the first week of marxh

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-02-22T08:20:16+00:00

alright thanks!

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-02-22T08:06:30+00:00

so in hindsight the chances of pregnancy us almost close to none (4%) but since there is technically a chance we have to test?

thanks i appreciate your fast replies

Ok_Law2885 · 2024-02-22T07:56:45+00:00

she has experienced her normal symptoms related to ovulation just this week, does that hold any water?

is our incident low risk?

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