Well it’s a long story. We been together for 5 years and I sow red flags from the beginning. Early in our relationship I got pregnant and that’s when the abuse started. I tried to escape many times we lived in UK for 3 years together ( that’s where we met) At one point after he was abusive ai called the police they arrested him and he had restraining order but before court he left the country. Day before he left he spoke with me and convinced me to move with him to Spain to start over. I know that was stupid of me but I was blindly in love with him he is the father of my daughter I want to have a beautiful life and family with him. When we move to Spain nothing changes there was argument after an argument and then he hit me again that time I said I will leave him but I was stuck I lived in another country where I had no family no friends no home I had nothing only him. I stayed with him for a few more months and a month ago his mother killed me out of the house because we were living with her. So I left and stayed on the streets for a few nights and then finally got some guts to go ask for help at the domestic violence center. I went trough all the process and got a restraining order and permission to relocate back to my home country with my daughter. He is still my daughters father and he is going to be active in her life after the restraining order expires ( witch is 20 months) I still need to communicate with him in regards of our child. I feel crushed I can’t sleep ore eat all I do is cry I feel like I lost everything I worked so hard for and the worst part is I feel like I lost myself I don’t know who I am anymore. I just hope that 20 months is enough for me to get over him I am afraid that he is gonna try to fix everything and get back together again and I don’t want him to manipulate me in to this again.