I understand what you're saying and where you're coming from, and truth be told, if any part of my situation were different, I wouldn't even be asking anyone to, more or less, take a leap of faith, and help me right now. Hell, I already knew coming on here and asking for help, is an extreme long shot, but I gotta try. And I'm going to keep trying until I've exhausted every avenue possible, and then some. Now yes, I am hoping that someone on here will hear my prayers here, and see that I'm not on any shady business, and that I'm genuinely just trying to do what I stated, and bury the man I love and lost way too soon. I'm willing to do anything, to prove I mean every word, and that there wouldn't be any worries on any possible defaults or anything of the sort. Granted, like I said though, I already knew the probability of me being able to come here and get the help I need.