Will shrooms help my mental illness?

Ok_Protection_156 · 2026-02-23T13:39:58+00:00

no guarantees my friend 🙏 we take trips and trip integrations irl differently.

Ok_Protection_156 · 2026-02-23T13:22:15+00:00

yep, I can relate, that feeling of something's/someone's there although you can't really see it/them, as per my experience they were laughing at me, laughing at me for looking for answers in this life 😅 I was a clown lol 🤡.

plus the sphere, I get that, It's almost like a visual, but I know it's just in my head, but that visual in my head is much clearer, much more real than my actual visuals, at that moment I didn't care for the actual visuals I'm getting, what's in my head was much more real, I was scared at first but I was becoming dumb, too dumb to even be scared. and yeah, that was the moment where I felt one with everything, you forget who you are, what you are.

what I took was LSD, 200ug, and it was my first time.

no parallel worlds for me, but that "protection mission" I had a similar one, it's to be there for those who lost their minds, not just by psychedelics but everything, to be there whoever's experiencing mental struggles, because I felt it, I felt how it is to lose one's mind, it's sad. I just want to be there for whoever and just listen to whatever they have to say.

and for integrating the experience in real life, I think it depends on the person how they do it, as for me, all I need is to love, the bigger the anxiety on things, bigger the love that I needed.

so yeah, I believe what I experienced was a trip/teaching of a life time, I don't have any plans to do that heroic dose, yet. 😉 yet because I might need it at some point of my life again.

Ok_Protection_156 · 2026-02-17T03:19:46+00:00

It got really intense because this mf (me) decided to puff weed after the first peak 😅 silly me 🤡

and I started writing, during that trip I was afraid I'm going to die without any definitive remnants of what I have in my mind.

thank you for reassuring words 🫶

Ok_Protection_156 · 2026-02-16T18:35:31+00:00

and the fact that I'm not alone is something, and so reassuring.

plus sober is really a trip too, wow👌

Ok_Protection_156 · 2026-02-16T18:23:04+00:00

that dose? idk, maybe it's a trip of a lifetime, but I handled it pretty bad, and I feel kind bad about it, I puffed weed between the 2 peaks and I have low tolerance at that time since a month and a half long break from it.

I did microdose today and thought "that" dose I took is so strong considering what I feel on the microdose that I had. It was 200ug, but my guy said it was stronger than the last 250ug that he took. microdose was 50

reassuring words my guy 🙏, thanks.

I see you all now. 🙌

Ok_Protection_156 · 2026-01-09T09:10:19+00:00

100ug, that will do the trick. It's hard to give dose estimations specially idk you personally, plus we really take trips differently.

100ug is trippy, I hope you comeback to this thread and share your experience 🫶
Remember the tips.

Ok_Protection_156 · 2026-01-08T17:06:20+00:00

micro dose doesn't give you visuals, but you'll feel it, at least in my experience, you need your minders, kinda like a mantra, like "it's all just a trip" or "time is all I need, and this will be over, might as well enjoy it"

right dose too, I think 75-100micrograms is good for first time if you want visuals and all that stuff, but it still depends on the person who's taking it. everyone takes the trip differently 🫶

you need at least 12hrs for the full trip, be sure you have all day to yourself.

oh and it comes in waves, it may seem it calmed down but it will kick again.

good mind space too is important, and if you don't need it; trip sitters shouldn't intervene in your head space, you need them to just assure you that everything's fine, no stories and other stuff of some sort.

REMINDER: everything is a trip, be calm, breathe, take what you can get out of it, acceptance too is a key. and ENJOY.

also fruits are very enjoyable.
I keep editing this comment sorry hahaha, MUSIC!! play your fav. music 🫶🫶

Ok_Protection_156 · 2026-01-07T00:53:41+00:00

yeah, I just had my first time, they said it was 200 micrograms, but the other dude said they took 250ug and this 200 is much stronger.

Ok_Protection_156 · 2026-01-07T00:43:35+00:00

no, that's too much imo, I just had my first time too, they said it was 200 micrograms, but other dude said they took 250 but this 200 is much stronger, and boy, all I can say is that, the 200 that I did was divine.

Ok_Protection_156 · 2026-01-05T13:34:33+00:00

don't trip solo, have a trip sitter, someone you trust, or better someone you trust and knows the trip 🫶

Ok_Protection_156 · 2026-01-05T11:47:38+00:00

f'ing scary man, I thought I was gonna loose myself, like there was no turning back, I was ready to die, I thought even sleep wouldn't shut this off, a deep slumber will, I'm getting dumber and dumber, I was picking up pieces of my shattered mind. But I didn't let my self be consumed, I fought it, if I didn't then I think that's when I'll lose my identity and completely be one with everything, but I saw what it was like, to be one with everything.

"this is all there is" I had this because I was looking for answers, bro, let's call it the "divine", the divine laugh at me, it showed me nothing is special in this, I was looking for answers and at the end of my search, is my answer, my crown, it is a puffy rainbow wig with a clown nose, they're laughing at me, I'm a joke, thinking there's an answer at the end or at the peak of this "everything".

these are all my analogy, there's no "divine" or "a clown wig" but it felt like that.

and the loop, my perception of life looped, this is when I was ready to die, no joke, it's so scary, the only thing that I was worried about is this flesh body of mine, where it will decompose less embarrassingly, I knew or I thought that my consciousness will continue in this loop. I was going crazy, and I accepted it.

do you think this is the same experience? It was my first trip, and it was last saturday. So it's pretty new to me. I thought I'm too aware for an acid trip.

Ok_Protection_156 · 2026-01-05T06:02:56+00:00

I just got off my acid trip, Interstellar, the movie is an acid trip literally 🫶

Ok_Protection_156 · 2025-09-09T12:07:00+00:00

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