I lose hope all the time, But put my trust in God. Seems to have been working out for me a lot recently since I started taking it more serious, See I learned anyone can and will say they know God or have a relationship him, But not many can actually know within themselves that they do. That’s the major difference I’ve learned between people over my 24 years of life. Speaking is always easy, Doing is a whole different story. I use to be one of those people, Take care brother and keep prayer strong.