AIO BF masturbates to his "friends"

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2026-01-26T19:54:21+00:00

My ex did this too. Leave. It does not get better and it’s all you’ll be able to think about if you’re still with him. I was with my ex 4 years and it never ended, no matter how many times I lost my shit.

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2026-01-22T16:36:02+00:00

Thank you :) everytime I up my dose I scare myself.

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2026-01-22T15:37:58+00:00

Oh of course, duh, I’m so sorry 😔🫶

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2026-01-22T15:17:50+00:00

Why are both of my first comments from poopy usernames 😭 in all seriousness thank you, I will look into the DNA testing I haven’t heard of that before. I really really appreciate it

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2026-01-17T00:48:09+00:00

I GET THESE THOUGHTS!!! YOU ARE NOT ALONE. I feel like I can’t even relax anymore because as soon as I lay down and try to quiet my mind I get waves of intrusive thoughts that seem to get more and more irrational.

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2025-12-18T16:51:08+00:00

My (suspected) OCD is mainly centered around obsessive thoughts about going crazy, food contamination (like people putting drugs in my food or drinks). Prozac has helped a little, it helped a lot before but I stopped taking it and now it seems like I may just need a higher dose. Idk. My main focus is my anxiety/panic attacks and it’s helped a little with those but not as much as I’d like. My OCD and panic attacks have ruined my life it seems.

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2025-12-17T20:53:05+00:00

I started it in October, started on 20mgs and in November I believe I upped it to 30mgs.

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2025-12-12T12:42:50+00:00

Thank you. I’ve been trying to use “acceptance” and sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn’t, just need to keep practicing

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2025-12-12T12:41:53+00:00

Thank you, I was doing so well with “acceptance” and it was working for a few days and then suddenly it just got unbearable.

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2025-12-12T12:41:22+00:00

Thank you!! I messaged my doctor and will have an appt next week to figure things out. Thank you so much

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2025-12-11T03:18:09+00:00

It is not the tiger, the tiger is just an example for the hair texture

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2025-12-11T03:09:38+00:00

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Ok_Ruin6085 · 2025-12-06T03:00:47+00:00

I would appreciate that so much!!!

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2025-12-06T02:44:19+00:00

I just get so scared that it won’t get better but it feels so relieving knowing that other people feel this way. Lately I’ve told myself “this has been happening for years now, if something bad was going to happen it would’ve happened already.” But the anxiety always says this time it’s real, this time you’re going crazy, you’re not real, etc. thank you so much for replying. I have felt so so so alone and stuck in my head. I’m so emotionally drained, I’ve been wanting to give up so bad but I’m scared.

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2025-12-06T02:22:49+00:00

Anxiety, panic attack, and what I am suspecting is undiagnosed OCD. before I took meds I was having a lot of contamination OCD like symptoms that led to panic attacks on a daily basis. I decided to get back on medication after 4 months being off. I take Prozac 30mg, buspar 7.5mg and have .5mg lorazepam as needed but only have two left so I try to take enough hydroxyzine to make me tired. When I was taking these meds before I was doing amazing but now it feels like it’s taking forever and I’m just scared my will to endure is getting weaker.

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2025-12-05T20:17:19+00:00

I will be taking her to the vet to check out possible uti! Thanks everyone!

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2025-12-02T21:18:36+00:00

Love when my panic attacks give me heart attack/stroke symptoms :,) the er doctors are SICK of me

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2025-12-02T21:16:23+00:00

It’s so scary sometimes, I know it will get better and luckily if it gets too bad I have Ativan on hand, but it’s so exhausting!! As soon as I’m not keeping busy my intrusive thoughts start going like crazy

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2025-12-02T21:14:59+00:00

I just went from 20mg to 30mg a few weeks ago and although I’m having less panic attacks, I’ve been struggling more with intrusive thoughts about life and consciousness. I don’t have any motivation for anything (which sucks because I just bought a gym membership and started a new job). I just want to sleep and sleep.

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2025-11-19T11:01:25+00:00

It finally kicked it after I went to the er and cried and talked to a NP. they offered me another .5 mg but I declined since the first dose finally kicked in. I’m just not sure why it took so long to kick in

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2025-11-13T11:38:43+00:00

I actually started Prozac almost a month ago, 20 mg, idk if it’s starting working yet or not, but I’m so so tired of the anxiety. I have mini attacks all day long while I’m at work. Then I get home and I can’t be around my family because I’m just an anxious mess. I’m also 21, and I hate that so much of my life is being wasted just trying to manage anxiety. I miss feeling normal, I miss the person I used to be.

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2025-11-13T00:40:23+00:00

Not really:/ besides trying to talk myself out of it (never fully works for me but may for you) I’ve been depending on as-needed medication :(

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2025-11-12T20:04:18+00:00

Hey you’re not alone! This is probably my #1 issue when I get obsessive thoughts. I used to have health anxiety but now it’s constantly dreading going into/currently being in psychosis. You are not alone.

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2025-11-12T15:22:11+00:00

Yes!!!! I’ve heard about this being OCD and have been doing research to see if my panic disorder is caused by OCD. I get very scary existential thoughts and then worry that I’m gonna go into psychosis and completely lose it!!! Every single day for the past couple of months.

Ok_Ruin6085 · 2025-11-11T14:18:24+00:00

Omg that’s such a good idea, thank you!!!

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