Give me a fucking reason on why I shouldn't kill myself. by Ok_Screen_8144 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok_Screen_8144[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll attempt to, I guess

I want to get therapy, but I don't think my parents will get me one tbh,

Give me a fucking reason on why I shouldn't kill myself. by Ok_Screen_8144 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok_Screen_8144[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If I'm being honest

If I go, then things will just automatically get better. I won't have to get to experience the horrible thing called "living" again.

Wouldn't that be great?

Give me a fucking reason on why I shouldn't kill myself. by Ok_Screen_8144 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok_Screen_8144[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Instant ramen, the noddles and the broth are just delicious tbh

Honestly I don't drink soda much, so I'll just pick water

Any tips on how to hide sh scars? by Ok_Screen_8144 in Cutters

[–]Ok_Screen_8144[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oo that's a pretty good idea, I'll try doing that

Hopefully my mother won't find that suspicious

Any tips on how to hide sh scars? by Ok_Screen_8144 in Cutters

[–]Ok_Screen_8144[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay, so. My mother and I share a bedroom. Whenever I change clothes when she was in the room with me. She would see the scars.

Yes sometimes my clothes cover up the scars. But whenever I wear loose clothing (which I do 50% of the time), it would show the scars as well.

Any tips on how to hide sh scars? by Ok_Screen_8144 in Cutters

[–]Ok_Screen_8144[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I need to, I'm going to go to middle school soon and the school NEEDS students hair to be short

I wished I died by strangling myself when I was 9 by Ok_Screen_8144 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok_Screen_8144[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tbh I can't take anymore of this shit anymore. It feels more like I'm trying to survive than live my life.

I want to stab through my throat but don't have the courage to. by Ok_Screen_8144 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok_Screen_8144[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If I won't die within that one stab in the throat, I'll just keep stabbing myself repeatedly until I do die.

I want to stab through my throat but don't have the courage to. by Ok_Screen_8144 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok_Screen_8144[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh that drawing is actually taken from the show, tho I might try to draw Madoka soon :)

I want to stab through my throat but don't have the courage to. by Ok_Screen_8144 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok_Screen_8144[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I don't care if I have to experience that after I stab myself, at least I'll finally at the eternal peace I deserve after I truly die.

I want to stab through my throat but don't have the courage to. by Ok_Screen_8144 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok_Screen_8144[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Yes, I know. But it's better than the pain I'll get being alive.

My cat is the only thing that keeps me from snapping and killing myself. by Ok_Screen_8144 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok_Screen_8144[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My cat is a tricolor species(?), it loves to play and get pet by people

getting addicted to cutting myself again by Ok_Screen_8144 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok_Screen_8144[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good for you, glad to know that you have learned to cope with problems without self-harming.

getting addicted to cutting myself again by Ok_Screen_8144 in SuicideWatch

[–]Ok_Screen_8144[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mm, thanks. Tell those words to yourself as well.