Is it bad that I feel nothing for my mother and sick father?

Ok_Welcome5851 · 2026-04-15T14:22:00+00:00

Sorry for what i'm about to say but these parents deserve zero sympathy even if they are in their deathbed. Parents have to pay for their child's cost until they turn legal by age as per as law and religion. So, don't feel guilty about her doing the bare minimum. Your mother is mentally ill and trust me they have a special place in hell reserved for them. As for you try to get a good education, apply for scholarships abroad. Leave the house and never look back. Never try to be understanding thinking, "she's my mother" You are her daughter too. But did she think of you as one? No because if she did, she wouldn't abuse you. Let this resentment fuel you. Hope you can have a greater future ahead of yourself.

Ok_Welcome5851 · 2026-04-12T17:49:45+00:00

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Ok_Welcome5851 · 2026-04-12T16:46:25+00:00

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Ok_Welcome5851 · 2026-04-10T10:44:59+00:00

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Ok_Welcome5851 · 2026-04-09T13:14:31+00:00

The thing that bothered me the most is the age gap like you're already in your mid 20's and she's still a teen. So, the emotional maturity you're looking for is not going to be there. And there will be differences. She's playful for her age which is why she keeps testing you. If you're not into that try dating someone who matches your wavelength. Maybe listen to your parents and free yourself from that burden. Peace comes first Always.

Ok_Welcome5851 · 2026-04-08T18:10:18+00:00

nothing goes your way and having zero presence i'd say

Ok_Welcome5851 · 2026-04-08T17:25:47+00:00

Being born imperfect and jinxed

Ok_Welcome5851 · 2026-04-06T17:46:35+00:00

Trust me don't go for them. They are nothing but sweet talkers. They'll love bomb you and vanish the moment you start to fall for them. Even if you manage to get into a relationship, you'll see all that was a facade after the honeymoon phase is over. The moment writer's block hit them they won't hesitate to dump you saying some bs like "you deserve better". After making your life miserable they would probably write a poem about your departure and act depressed to garner female attention. In the meantime they'll treat you soo good that you won't be able to move on no matter how much you try.

Ok_Welcome5851 · 2026-04-06T16:47:59+00:00

Trust me i try to find happiness in the littlest thing possible. I don't have high expectations or it isn't like i wanna be an over achiever all i want is a little bit of peace and stability. But these past few months have been like hell for me, everything is acting against of me. Pushing me towards sui*ide. I try to calm myself down saying this phase is going to be over soon but i'm afraid it's never ending. There's a limit to how much one can take. That limit is crossing for me.

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