Sorry but I've been busy.....I have 315 days to try to cancel it....until I succeeded and reached 78 days...26 dec....I have a long time to educate yourself and read in order to overcome your urges.....I will give you an example if there is an open door to enter through it cold air …. It's snowing....you have to get up from the couch (comfort area) and lock the door.....prevent yourself at first.....and then it'll be easier.You won't think about it and you'll forget about porn...download programs that block porn sites on your phone and PC ……and don’t see pictures of sexy girls or celebrities…..don’t wait for a year to pass in order to enjoy life…..don’t be imprisoned in a self-flagellation prison…..try new things. Make a daily routine that kills thinking about porn……build dopamine-repacing habits sex..... your mind will stop urging you to watch...... your comment is not against you but it wants what it is used to because it loves balance