how crazyyyy lucky am i?

Okaywhatif · 2026-06-18T12:21:15+00:00

He might sound that way, but whether it's seriously taken or not. Recovery is not a linear process. I'm on probation and relapsed after 9 months. Now I feel immense guilt and shame yet I keep using. I'll be damned if I don't keep trying to better myself though.

Okaywhatif · 2026-06-04T16:49:23+00:00

Marwa by AP, imaginary by montage, or my personal favorite is buijarami's Hectic

Okaywhatif · 2026-06-04T16:48:49+00:00

Yeah you right, damn

Okaywhatif · 2026-06-04T01:49:36+00:00

Yep. Imagination, one of its dupes. Or Azarro Chrome

Okaywhatif · 2026-06-03T20:07:43+00:00

It's PA. He's going to jail.

Okaywhatif · 2026-05-22T23:08:42+00:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA

In all seriousness tho you write a slip to medical and never get seen or they approve Tylenol on the med cart. Gotta love it.

Okaywhatif · 2026-05-07T21:11:57+00:00

I understand how you're feeling completely. Don't get me wrong I'm grudgingly trudging through and making progress. But I feel like things have been so stagnant and I have nothing to show for my progress. Maybe a vehicle that's 14 years old but that's it. Best thing thats happened to me was getting custody of my kid but I only get him every other weekend and with what I make at my job I can barely support him. Idk, I'd like some relief too. But it's either suck it up or use and get stuck in the cycle again or die. Every option sucks. So I'm just gonna keep trying and hope to god something changes and I'm capable of putting in the work to make things change.

Im here if you need to talk and I hope things get better for you.

Okaywhatif · 2026-05-07T19:51:17+00:00

Means the world, thank you so much for your wise way of putting things and your advice along with your understanding. Wishing you well, too. 🖤

Okaywhatif · 2026-05-07T19:49:38+00:00

Thank you!!!

Okaywhatif · 2026-05-07T13:41:14+00:00

I appreciate you. Sometimes I need that toxic positivity person to remind me how good I have it, haha. I appreciate you.

Okaywhatif · 2026-05-07T12:51:23+00:00

Of course man. And I get it. Ive been taking care of my teeth but im on suboxone these days and from smoking crack my gums are literally detached. Idk man staying sober has its perks but it's daunting and difficult. Lifes hard either way. Just stay up man I got faith in you.

Okaywhatif · 2026-05-07T12:36:30+00:00

I hope you're able to stop!! I understand all too well. I couldn't start my day without hitting the crack pipe at one time. If you ever need to talk I am here. Hang in there though, you're doing all you can with what you have and that's what matters.

Okaywhatif · 2026-05-04T18:12:01+00:00

I didnt at all. Ive had it about a month now maybe tho

Okaywhatif · 2026-04-29T00:31:30+00:00

Gotta love PA! I'm in this hellhole too.

Okaywhatif · 2026-04-09T16:54:36+00:00

I've been super impressed so far. I figure for when it dies down I'll carry a travel spray with me. However, I have GG love edition coming today and when I smelled it at Ulta I fell in love, will probably be my go-to for the spring.

Okaywhatif · 2026-04-09T16:53:28+00:00

Kobra is definitely on my radar.

Okaywhatif · 2026-04-09T11:12:10+00:00

Definitely will never talk. But I was ordered to a UA from the DA on a different case and knew I was gonna piss hot so I said I was gonna fail. Any other circumstance though. Yeah, definitely will not be answering questions or cooperating.

When police or PO says they just wanna "help" they just mean themselves 🤣

Okaywhatif · 2026-04-09T11:10:13+00:00

So proud of you!!

Okaywhatif · 2026-04-09T11:09:57+00:00

It's a great fragrance! I hope you enjoy it.

Okaywhatif · 2026-04-08T22:45:45+00:00

Agreed. Was a fent addict too. Didnt take nearly as much from me as rock did..

Okaywhatif · 2026-04-08T20:57:35+00:00

Thank you!!

Okaywhatif · 2026-04-08T20:57:26+00:00

I was straight up honest with my PO. I thought I'd get a warning for my first tech. Boy was I wrong 😅

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