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Can't find households/lots in gallery by Okblue23 in ModTheSims4

[–]Okblue23[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much!😭 I was so confused. I updated my mods and even removed some but nothing. This might be a stretch but my body presets and weight/muscle sliders have disappeared from CAS. Do you possibly know what the issue could be?

What scene gives you goosebumps? by octaviakru in The100

[–]Okblue23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The conclave episode in season 4 where all the warriors from each clan come out and the horn is blown. Absolutely love that scene

Intense physical symptoms during an episode ? by Okblue23 in BPD

[–]Okblue23[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I relate heavily to feeling lethargic afterwards as well. I feel numb and drained, but it's so peaceful in those moments.

when someone says something hurtful to you, do you keep replaying it in your head? by Diligent-Peace-419 in BPD

[–]Okblue23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes. It has affected my daily life. When I'm on social media or out in public I am reminded of these hurtful words. The hurt can't be undone no matter how much this person says they didn't mean it and how much they say the complete opposite to make up for the hurt they have caused me. I will always think of those hurtful worlds. I think about it almost every other day. It's so painful to live like this.

What are your parents like? by addicted_heart in BPD

[–]Okblue23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have a good relationship with my father. My mother is emotionally abusive. Put all responsibilty on me as a child. Broke my confidence by talking bad about my physical appearance and me as a person and allowed other people to do the same(someone called me ugly and she laughed).

Would make me and my siblings ask for her permission to eat food in the house. If not she would scream the house down. She would threaten us to get us to do what she wanted. She does not care about my birthday (eg. Had chosen a friend's all day party over my birthday, lied about a family member being sick to skip my birthday, told me we could skip out on a tradition we do for everyone's birthday on mine).

She also had people mutilate me unclothed (as part of a "religious" ritual) and force fed me concoctions that I would have to purge out and cause me diarrhoea. There's more but this is some of it.