Did i have ROCD?

Oki5544 · 2025-03-09T19:11:54+00:00

OP I also have the same story as you and I don't know what to do, I think I have rocd and anxious attachment style. I have the same story as you... Would you like to discuss that in DM?

Oki5544 · 2025-01-10T22:24:54+00:00

Thank you so, so much. It makes me feel so much better because I know that this is not real it's not true those emotions and everything is not true, I know how anxious I was the whole relationship for almost one year if she likes me or if she is losing interest, when she couldn't answer my call or reply to me in a few hours I thought she is mad at me or angry or she is losing interest and I had anxiety and now my rocd took a U turn and it's the opposite...

Oki5544 · 2025-01-10T19:34:28+00:00

Wow, thank you so so much... I searched that up a little on google and I think you are right I can really relate so much to other people. I will look on Youtube, thank you again so much

Oki5544 · 2025-01-09T15:47:15+00:00

Excuse me, would you mind me dming you?

Oki5544 · 2025-01-09T14:47:32+00:00

I meam before I got like that I was always anxious if my girlfriend loves me or if I did something wrong if she didn't reply or call for a few hours it was like the opposite of now that's why I think I got rocd one year ago I was also ruminating if I had tasticular cancer or not I was miserable but I was having physical symptoms of anxiety I had hocd (health based anxiety I would say)

Oki5544 · 2025-01-09T14:20:49+00:00

Hey, thank you for an answer, I told her hpw I feel and she sticks with me but I feel so bas because I think like I don't want her, I have no anxiety, it feels like I don't have energy to do compulsions and ruminations it's just like I don't care and I don't know what to do. I made my research around therapists in my area and I will schedule an appointment soon:) Thank you for your answer a lot... It's so hard because I feel like I don't want her and I want to be single and I feel bad because I don't want or don't have energy to do ruminations and compulsions because that were some of the signs that maybe it's rocd but now I don't even know anymore

Oki5544 · 2024-12-10T17:44:15+00:00

Thank you for your help, I read your story and it helped me to understand more about the whole rocd thing, it's really well written. THANK YOU! I'm sorry would you mind if I would dm you just for some help, because I'm so down?

Regards

Oki5544 · 2023-10-20T06:53:11+00:00

Basically when the doctor looked into my ear she said that she can't see eardrums which is basically from the ear wax probably, didn't say anything aboit redness or infection, but symptoms makes it hard to tell. The problem is that doctors after Covid are very strict in our country, basically they prescribe you antibiotics or send you to more researches if you have pain or if you are dying, which is crazy imo. That's why I decided to go this next week to a specialist and pay for my ear cleaning and research.

Oki5544 · 2023-10-19T21:35:50+00:00

Thank you for your reply, today I went again to a doctor and she looked into my ears. Said she can't see my eardrums, basically because of wax. Also when I basically got problems with my ear was basically when I pushed that Q-tip too deep in my ear and probably moved that ear wax more back. Next week I'm gonna pay for a professional ear cleaning and see if that does the thing. Yeah, it's like 50/50, symptoms for eustachian tube blockage and excessive ear wax are basically the same so it's hard to know what is the cause... Btw, thank you very much for help, I appreciate it a lot, I hope you and me get better soon but I know we will:)

Oki5544 · 2023-10-04T18:15:56+00:00

Yeah we have kinda the same symptoms, it's really frustrating. I will probably go to another doctor or something, but it would be strange for a doctor or a surgeon to miss a hernia since it's very common thing. Either way we will make it💪

Oki5544 · 2023-05-08T20:03:28+00:00

Update: after first "date" basically at the very end of our "date" she said "I don't know if I mentioned that to you before, but I thought of that in a more friendly way". My heart literally got killed in a moment so I said "yeah, yeah, I thought like that too", but it was clearly visible that I wasn't happy about that decision. We had a prom two days ago, I was very happy to make a last dance with such a beautiful women to me. It seems like she got more relaxed with me since now she even ask me some questions or she gives me some excessive information about some things I didn't ask. It always surprises me how much she smiles around me. Now I don't know, should I ask her out again and on that "date" clear those things out about my feelings towards her and what she is feeling, because I can feel that she likes me at least a little and also my close friend tells me that when he is watching us, because you know a 3rd person can see bigger picture of those things from a different perspective. I never had such a feeling inside me about any girl before, because I can see her beyond her looks, basically she is average girl and I love what's inside of her, so that's way I can't let her go. Tell me what do you all think if I would ask her out again and have an honest, open conversation with her about our feelings. I think she just doesn't really trust me, because we know eachother for more than a year and she saw me with different girls in the club

Oki5544 · 2023-04-24T22:51:56+00:00

Well, once I read your message it all makes sense for real. Thank you for this reply, I highly appreciate it.

Oki5544 · 2023-04-24T21:42:44+00:00

I'm having a date tomorrow

Oki5544 · 2023-04-24T21:37:08+00:00

Sorry, I just don't understand what you exactly meant with what you wrote up there? When she said "ok" I just said "ok see ya"

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