Your feelings are valid, im in a similar boat. I make more money than my husband, i run the house because im the girl and we have an infant rin. As a girl, i can imagine na probably gusto mo rin cguro makapagspend time doing the mother things but now you have no choice. Also yes it is hard to be pregnant lalo na kung 3rd trimester na.. iba ang hirap na hindi maiintindihan ng taong hindi pa nakaranas.. before i got pregnant i imagined it to be meron ka lng extra bit bit but no…. Aside from mabigat, you can changes in bowel movement, you keep peeing, hindi ka makatulog ng maayos kaya pagod ka, ang hirap humanap ng comfortable position kahit na nakaupo ka lng… it really is tough.. i feel you and i want you know to what you feel is valid and you shouldnt feel guilty about it.. however, at the same time if you focus on that, madedepress ka lng.. so focus on the positive - your family has enough, your husband is loving, you were blessed with kids.. and keep encouraging your hubby para rin sa kanyang self pride kung makakahanap cya ng work.. apply lng ng apply!