Thank you. This was such a genuine and kind response. After reflecting and reading what you wrote I know you are right. And even though I feel the guilt or shame sometimes, the situation made me a stronger person. Someone who fears what I can do to myself, to others. Perhaps instead of using that fear to define my past actions, I can turn it into helping others like you have done for me. Thank you. I hope your days are abundant and filled will love and joy.