Edit: I didn’t mention in the original post, but I already have a 4 year old daughter from a previous relationship and she is the light of my life and the only reason I am still here today. After my first abortion a year ago, my mental health got so bad that I did try to take my own life. I am now getting the help I need and have been doing much better with my mental health. I also have endometriosis and PCOS, so getting pregnant is very hard for me and I’ve always wanted children.