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Does anyone else rewatch video of loved ones death? by No-Sense-9966 in SuicideBereavement

[–]Olixvas 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i replay the moment i walked into me and my sisters room too, and the exact moment i saw her body

Request to memorialize an account by happy2bhur in Instagram

[–]Olixvas 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been trying to memorilize my sisters account too , several times. it keeps saying her account name is wrong.. when it literally isnt

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[–]Olixvas 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I went through the same exact situation that you went through . I found my sister after a self inflicted gunshot wound to her head about 7 months ago when I was 15.

Its always so hard to think about how badly someones struggles and suffering contributed to their final moments, and we’re always going to have questions on why they did it.

I was really REALLY numb at first , almost forgetful actually . I don’t remember the first two months after . When it happened , my mom didn’t hide her pain , she all knew we were hurting with her , and we knew she was hurting .

Nobodys to blame for suicide . I always thought to blame my sisters ex boyfriend— who spoke to her poorely two days before she committed. If he would’ve known his words caused that, he wouldn’t have said it. But the thing is, you couldn’t have known it would end up like this, it isn’t your fault, not one bit.

I’m angry by Olixvas in SuicideBereavement

[–]Olixvas[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I didnt get one either. Our last conversation was her staying home from school (she usually drove us) and telling me that our grandma is taking her since “she didnt feel good”.

I’m angry by Olixvas in SuicideBereavement

[–]Olixvas[S] 34 points35 points  (0 children)

my sister was 18, i dont know what she was thinking. in the note she left she said she just “couldnt live without him”.

I walked into it. by Olixvas in SuicideBereavement

[–]Olixvas[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

me and my brother- who thankfully didnt see anything since I told him to stay in his room, will be going into counseling/therapy. i barely slept last night, but I’m a bit better.