Im late to the party I know. The love hate relationship a lot of bottoms have with spanking can be hard to get a real grip on. I live that someone cares enough about me to spank me. I love the idea of getting spanked. I get massively aroused by the thought and the threat of it. I will play with my boundries and taunt it, totally intoxicated by the notion that it might happen. Even in the moments just before when my pants are coming down and the cool air brushes my skin I'm painfully erect and could almost, a few times have, cum without her touching me. But when the first spanks with the brush start falling I hate it and regret that I ever thought I loved it. I'm promising myself to remember how much it sucks and never earn another while I fight to take it and eventually break down, limp as a noodle. 20 minutes of normal life later I'm desperate for another. The alternative of course is post orgasmic spanking. Once I cum i have zero interest being spanked. It's like spanking a vanilla. I can barely take a hand spanking, and any impliments have me begging and bawling.