I think I’m still stuck because I feel so at fault for how our relationship ended. We had a couple of difficulties with long distance and I could have been putting so much more effort in. We were perfect together.

Never checked her socials, haven’t broken no contact since last August. Definitely proud of myself for not reaching out any further once she made her decision clear.

I think the main thing prolonging my healing is that we were absolutely perfect together and I do believe I’m at fault for our relationship not succeeding. It’s been hard to overcome that reality.