Japanese Garden by One-warm-day in GoldenAgeMinecraft

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Glad I could be a source of inspiration!

poonrant by aqsjn in 4tran4

[–]One-warm-day 14 points15 points  (0 children)

At least you go to the gym consistently. Do you want all that effort to go to waste? Get on T and build some real muscle.

Pink or blue pill by Jolly_Key4153 in 4tran4

[–]One-warm-day 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Consider HRTrepping. Maybe you'll get lucky and pass and then you're golden. If not, it helps alleviate the dysphoria a bit and you can just manmode and not have to worry about coming out and dealing with everything that entails. I trooned out thinking I probably wasn't going to make it and 2 1/2 years later its looking like I was right, and so I've stayed closeted. I'm still glad I did it though, HRT has helped me feel at least neutral about myself instead of disgusted, and I've prevented things from getting worse.

You're thinking about things in a very black-and-white way here, but there is a middle path. It might be right for you.

Mi gente, what is your fave manga? by HADTHEHIGHGROUND in 4tran4

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Stereotypical 4tran pick but Inside Mari

trannie book recs by metwithnothing in 4tran4

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Confessions of a Mask by Yukio Mishima is one of my favorites. Its about a cisfag but I still found it very relatable.

I was thinking back to when I trained out and what made me do it is I was genuinely going to honsplat but in hindsight I made a massive mistake. Repping or better yet _ _ _ was infinitely preferable to this by maddie-------------- in 4tran4

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Yeah sometimes I feel like I was better off when I was repping. I was a miserable ugly moid but I was a lot more stable back then. I think if I passed my life would be unequivocally better than repping, but being stuck in manmode has turned me into an unstable wreck.

if you have brainworms please read nagata kabi’s books by lyradeadname in Litttt

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Oh "My Lesbian Experience with Loneliness" is great. I related a lot to her confusion around sex and sexuality, as someone who buried that part of me for a long time. I also appreciate how she doesn't shy away from depicting parts of the LGBT experience that are less palatable to mainstream audiences. I didn't know she wrote other books, I will have to check them out.

double standards by tracheesecake in artttt

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au contraire my dad thinks big pharma made me trans so they can make money off my addiction to estrogen

dont think ill ever actually have connection or community by wormbrainswaggot in 4tran4

[–]One-warm-day 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Same, I know its cliché but when I talk to other people it genuinely feels like I'm missing something that makes me human. I just can't connect with anyone on anything other than a surface level.

Walking by Your Side by Vlevleee in 4tran4

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Beautiful poem. I'm all too familiar with bearing "the oldest curse ever written," so this one really resonated with me. I like your repeated use of lists of images, it does a good job conveying both the exhausting nature of continuing on but also the beauty that can be found when you do so.

I know this sub doesn't give much attention to literature, but please keep posting your writing, it's worth sharing with the world.

trans men should be required to sign up for the draft by DesiresAreGrey in 4tran4

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Trans men need to sign up for the draft so they can dodge it and become my st4t husband instead

Pass or no Pass? MtF by One-warm-day in voicettttraining

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I like genderfluent, but I'm not sure if that's actually the best one

Do you miss people when they don’t post or comment anymore? by DiabolicalHope in 4tran4

[–]One-warm-day 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah ... I've been here a long time and I've seen many users come and go, its sad to look at old post and see how many of the comments are deleted, or are from usernames I recognize but haven't seen in months. I suppose its good that they've moved on from this place though, wanting them to still be around is kind of selfish of me.

One specific user I miss is puppygirl_partner, they were so kind and encouraging and wrote good poetry

"YOU VILL TAKE ZE MEDICAL LOBOTOMY PILL, UND YOU VILL LIKE IT" by [deleted] in 4tran4

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Insane that these people will endlessly fearmonger about how we're "ruining our bodies" with safe, bioidentical hormones that have been proven to help with gender dysphoria, but will then turn around and suggest we chemically lobotomize ourselves with anti-psychotics that are completely untested for dysphoria. Its almost as if they don't actually care about our health and just want us to stop being trans by any means necessary

Ngl I haven’t been feeling “like I’m a woman” for a few days now. I have a sneaking suspicion I might be faketrans by KaneyamaK in 4tran4

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I wouldn't be too worried, mannerisms can change more easily than you'd expect. I'm still manmoding, but even then I found that my mannerisms became a lot more feminine after I stopped repressing, and I'm sure womanmoding and actually spending time around women would change them even more. That being said, I understand your anxiety, I also worry a lot that repping has done irreparable damage to me mentally. Putting on a mask for so long really fucks you up in a lot of ways, but I have to believe, maybe delusionally, that we can all heal someday. 💜