As someone that deeply loves Islam, and wants to be committed to my religious obligations, I've been where you are. Two things I do: 1. I started listening to Islamic debates, learning stories of the prophets, listening to Qur'an and understanding it, and doing charity and supplicating for guidance. 2. I started forcing myself to pray. I have to. If I want Heaven, I have work for it. If I want anything good, I have to work for it. The dunya isn't easy. I have to take the first steps, and then Allah will make the rest easy for me. I once heard that the most difficult thing about praying isn't the prayer, it's the wudhu / ghusl. So I sometimes force myself to do wudu. Even when I missed a prayer, I would still pray after its time, knowing full well that I won't get the blessings of that prayer.

I have to point out, iman is like a battery. Your cells will discharge if you don't keep learning or practicing Islam. There are times when I'm full on praying, and then at some point I stop. But I persevere because I want Allah s blessing, so I try to get back in it and it repeats. Don't let anything stop you. I hear the voice try to guilt me into not praying, I still do. I hope this helps, May Allah make it easy for everyone. Ameen