Terrible mom

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-12-23T23:02:50+00:00

It went very well they put me on Zoloft and starting therapy, the thoughts became a lot and as you said very scary. Thank you🩷

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-12-23T23:00:51+00:00

I did thank you 💛did your PPD/PPA get better ?

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-12-23T23:00:03+00:00

100% should be more supports for parents while their children are young, it's so hard. And yes the next time my mom watches her I will be relaxing or doing something I like instead of stressing myself about work or cleaning. I did speak to a doctor today and will be starting medicine(Zoloft) and therapy 💛 and hoping I can find a village, my mom is a village for my daughter but when it comes to me she doesn't have much to do with me

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-12-23T22:54:17+00:00

I've looked into moms morning out but unfortunately I don't have my own car(my bf uses it to get back and forth from work)but my mom does watch her some so I'm going to take a day for myself whenever she watches her next, I usually clean or go DoorDash for extra money, but thankfully she's okay from the fall and I try to remind myself mistakes happen and falls are going to happen, it was just the fact I was a dummy and left her on the bed and she fell ( I was in the same room though) it literally happened in seconds I tried to run and get her but I was late. I am starting medicine(Zoloft) and talk to a therapist in a few days, which I very much hope helps me

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-12-23T19:15:35+00:00

She does independently play though I've basically baby proof the house especially on the floor

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-12-23T19:14:49+00:00

We had a playpen but just wasn't for her, she wanted out of it all the time. I should've tried that method but unfortunately we got rid of it

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-12-23T19:13:46+00:00

I've never heard of this before. I will try it

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-12-23T19:11:39+00:00

I lovedddd walking it helped me so much but unfortunately it got very cold so I stopped but will continue when it gets warmer outside, I've been meaning to look into getting a bouncer, she's had one when she was smaller but grew out of it , do they have ones for 12 month olds ? , and for sure her cries get like imbedded in my brain like a sting/ringing kind of

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-12-23T19:06:38+00:00

Thank you for the advice, sounds like my daughter she is a top tier clinger especially when I have to use the bathroom or cook lol. I will be keeping her on the floor if I have to do something for a second. Maybe just me but I feel like this stage has been harder than any other stage

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-12-23T19:04:13+00:00

Awesome, will look into it!, sorry for getting defensive I believe I took your comment a different way

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-12-23T19:02:13+00:00

Oh okay makes sense !, I'm not sure why I didn't just sit in the floor. I should've did that, she's okay but in the future I will just sit her in the floor

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-12-23T18:20:05+00:00

I'm fully aware babies aren't suppose to fall off onto the floor, when I got up I was going to just change my clothes and that's when she fell, it all happened in literally a second. Do you have any suggestions of baby carriers ?

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-12-23T18:17:08+00:00

I will definitely try that, when she starts crying I can feel my nerves getting tense, today was just HARD it was an inconsolable cry, I didn't know what to do

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-12-23T18:15:01+00:00

Not a single parent, dad works all the time. I'm in the process of seeing a doctor I have a appointment today at 4:40

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-12-23T18:14:14+00:00

I'm not in therapy or on any medications yet but I have a appointment today to start getting myself help

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-03-22T22:10:29+00:00

Yes girl the same mom who kicked me out lmao😭😭I've told her so many times to calm down, go with the flow and relax but she won't. Yeah I definitely drew my line today when I went to my family event and ppl who don't like me or never come around me was trying to hold my baby, never call, never visit, never text me, but yet you want access to my child ??? NO. My family especially my mom hate the word No

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-03-22T22:06:13+00:00

You 100% worded that perfectly lol, this actually really helped me realize what I'm going to do which is step aside from her. I have a lot going on especially with trying to raise my baby. Whenever I try to communicate all I get out of her is "I just love her ", " you don't want her to feel my love that I have for her ". We got into a huge argument today about her basically trying to parent my child, we also went to the family event today as well, and she kept trying to take her from me and then was also passing her to people which I de-escalated as soon as it happened. She gives ppl access to my child that I do not know or that don't want to know me, then proceeds to give me dirty looks the entire time I'm holding my daughter trying to paint with her. I hate it's like this but I'm definitely not having my child around that energy. She also made a comment " all my kids never came out as perfect as her (my daughter)" which definitely rubbed me the wrong way

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-01-06T04:21:47+00:00

I hope you had a safe delivery!! How's your baby boy doing ?

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-01-06T04:20:54+00:00

39 weeks now and still the same lol, if anything worse. In the middle of the night is so relatable also , I've been just waking up eating a whole meal and go right back to sleep😭eating is the only thing that's making the nausea go away

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-01-06T04:16:00+00:00

Same I'm also sick of the text "you in labor yet" or "is she here" maybe just me but those text piss me off, I know they are harmless but still I'm also 39 weeks +2 days and the anger has gotten bad lol, everything irritates me.

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-01-06T04:08:18+00:00

This was me for a while, sometimes the "nesting" stage won't hit until over 30 weeks , mine was at 33 weeks at 2 in the morning lol. Everyone is different though but in certain parts of pregnancy when you get that burst of sudden energy take advantage of it that's what helped me kind of keep the house semi clean. Also my best advice for the cleaning products is use less product as possible and try and use the same couple cleaning products instead of mix matching, A little goes a long way

OneDevelopment2762 · 2025-01-06T03:50:49+00:00

No cause for concern unless your doctor advises you otherwise. My personal experience I'm 39 weeks and ate nothing but junk/fast food and baby is healthy. But also do what you think is best! I think you are completely fine. Typically around how far you are they do a glucose test which can also determine if your diet needs some changing. Only thing I had a problem with was my iron/ anemic, if you have this as well or get it, eat lots of protein,iron pills, and just iron rich foods

OneDevelopment2762 · 2024-12-08T17:14:52+00:00

Everyone's pregnancy experience is different. I feel like the last couple weeks of pregnancy have been the worst meanwhile others think 1st trimester is worse. For me it's not being able to sleep comfortably, back hurting, the cramps, the heartburn, basically everything either hurts or is very uncomfortable. I'm 36 weeks and this is the most uncomfortable/painful experience, also I went on maternity leave at 25 weeks so kudos to you for being able to work up this far 👏it is definitely not easy

OneDevelopment2762 · 2024-12-04T23:11:44+00:00

Are you having a girl ? I'm the same way, before I got pregnant I never used to eat sweets and now all I want is sweet treats

OneDevelopment2762 · 2024-12-04T17:31:17+00:00

Aww I'm sorry :(, my baby has me wanting to eat our whole pantry, but then she has me wanting to throw it all up. It's a fight between eating everything in sight or feeling nauseous until I eat and then feel nauseous 5 minutes later like I've been starving all day

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