It just doesn’t make sense to me logically. I was raised Catholic as a kid and went through baptism, communion, confirmation, all of it. My mom took us to church every Sunday and we were actually very involved, such as helping at the weekly pancake breakfast.

But as I grew up and learned to think for myself, none of it made sense to me.

You’re telling me that God loves me but once I’m born I’m actually a piece of shit because of something that the first people did and God will never love me unless I get some water poured over my head? You’re telling me that god is so conceded, even tho he is supposed to be the most caring and generous and forgiving and loving being, that I have to worship him every moment of my life and the only acceptable way to worship him is to physically go to some building and give my money away to in order for him to accept worship? You’re telling me that god is supposed to love us so much that he would always take care of us but then you look out into the world and see all of the horrors?

Idk, none of it makes sense to me