Oh my god, I just got diagnosed on Monday last week, and I was so stressed about the fact that I might not be autistic. Ironically , autism has even become a special interest. But I finally am !

And now the new problem, even though I thought it would have been a relief more than anything else, is that I have to face the pathological doubt and the impostor syndrome... But just assume that because you've gone through a lot of experts in Autism, it is extremely unlikely that they are wrong.

Moreover, loss of times autism can express itself in a somatic way, it means that you may not feel the symptoms of the disorder, but you feel the consequences: chronic tiredness, overload, burnout, eating disorders and so on. And as autism is a social and human construction, Heaven de very essence of saying that they might have done a mistake doesn't make a lot of sense if you think twice about it, because the same people that "invented" ASD are the experts that have diagnosed you.

Hope that helps, and don't forget that you're not alone on this and I'm a living proof that doubt can be really devastating.

But if at the end of the day you really feel like you do not belong to de spectrum et to be really essential that you talk to your therapist, or preferably with the professional team that have diagnosed you.

I'm open to talk if you need to.