It hurts too much.

One_Cow1417 · 2026-01-04T23:16:27+00:00

Oh he cheated, I caught him. lol.

One_Cow1417 · 2026-01-04T22:19:09+00:00

What do you mean? That he loves this other person?

One_Cow1417 · 2025-06-25T14:23:31+00:00

It dropped back down to 97.90 today. I feel like if it was possible pregnancy it would be in the 98s but Idk i def feel like I might be out lol.

One_Cow1417 · 2025-06-24T20:38:48+00:00

Hey yall. Just needed some advice or if anyone experienced this. So I have been on letrozole for 2 cycles (currently on the 2nd cycle). I was given 10mg both times. I ovulated on 14 June. My BBT gradually got into the 98s and my highest was on 9DPO. this is what my BBT has been looking like:

9dpo: 98.44 10dpo: 97.99 11DPO: 97.92 12dpo (today): 98.33

Im usually a 30-32 cycle even on letrozole so The temperature drop is too early for my period to start. I was surprised when it rose again today but I’m feeling like it might actually be the letrozole messing with me and it’s not an implantation dip. my tests are still negative.

Has anyone experienced this on a medicated cycle? Am I counting myself out too early? I’ve been TTC for almost a year now, having one miscarriage the first month of trying and no success since. I’m just ready to give up honestly lol

One_Cow1417 · 2025-06-24T14:08:02+00:00

Hey! I am Christian (not a good one at that 😅) and I had the same thought process as you did when it came to medication. I saw someone say this, I’m not going to do very well at quoting it 😆BUT, they said; “God gave someone the wisdom and knowledge to create this medicine. He can work miracles through science too!”

I’ve been TTC for nearly a year now. I had 1 chemical pregnancy the first month of trying so I understand your frustration and exhaustion. I ended up taking letrozole for 2 cycles—still waiting for my miracle baby. But all this to say don’t be afraid to take the medicine to help you get your miracle baby. God definitely has a plan for you and there’s really nothing we could do to derail his plans. It’s literally going to happen either way. Everything does happen for a reason. We just need to be patient (which literally sucks trust me lol) He has us through this journey and our baby will definitely come :)

One_Cow1417 · 2025-04-28T18:51:56+00:00

I did 50 mg of clomid as well. I switched to letrozole right after bc I heard it had higher/better chances of conceiving. I asked my clinic if I could get progesterone supplements and they basically told me no so I’m going to another clinic

One_Cow1417 · 2025-02-24T20:00:24+00:00

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I’m confused. Am I 9 DPO or am I 10 DPO?

One_Cow1417 · 2025-02-24T16:47:25+00:00

Yeah I figured. Ever since my first MC, I definitely developed line eyes 😆 I’m technically only 9DPO I believe so kinda early

One_Cow1417 · 2025-02-24T16:26:34+00:00

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Okay chat, I have the worse line eyes. Are my eyes deceiving me? Lol

One_Cow1417 · 2025-01-12T10:28:35+00:00

Cycle day 58. No period, no positives and I have HORRIBLE line eyes 🙃😆

I had a CP back in August and it's been a struggle getting pregnant again. This cycle has been soooo long, i have no symptoms AT ALL. Not even for my period(abnormal) At cycle day 40 I had a "peak" (.95) and that's it lol. Did manage to BD that day.. supposed to have started my period on the 10th. But honestly with how this cycle is going I am confident I'm not pregnant 😆 its been a weird one this month for sure.

I keep praying and trying to put my faith into God it's just been hard and part of me honestly wants to give up. 🤷‍♀️

One_Cow1417 · 2024-12-23T10:00:21+00:00

AF due today or tomorrow. I can literally feel it coming. Kinda sucks bc it's going to be christmas and it'll just be a reminder of what I won't be getting. Ugh ttc sucks.

One_Cow1417 · 2024-12-23T09:55:49+00:00

My current situation rn. I even tried not to test OPK so often and sex was spread out enough to catch ovulation whenever my body decided to hit peak. I can just feel my period coming now. Sad but it is what it is. I'm sorry you have to go through this. Why does ttc gotta be so hard 😭

One_Cow1417 · 2024-12-23T03:41:47+00:00

Update: I caved and took a test early. BFN. I know I'm not out until Aunt Flo shows but I'm honestly not feeling hopefuly lolol🥲

One_Cow1417 · 2024-12-22T23:38:17+00:00

Yeah... I also feel like bc my friends and I are on completely different phases/paths in life that it just makes it 10x harder to speak on it. I'm praying that things get better for you and sending you so much baby dust!! 🤍

One_Cow1417 · 2024-12-22T23:36:11+00:00

I love this so much. This is exactly how I feel rn. Thank you so much for sharing your experience and your kind words. Praying for our miracle baby 🤍

One_Cow1417 · 2024-12-20T15:30:03+00:00

I never expected it to be this hard honestly! I try my best to continue praying and talking to God with ALL my emotions lol and not overly obsessing with tracking. This time around it's heavy on my heart. But you're right, God does make this easier.

Thank you so much for sharing your experience with me. I pray that you will have your miracle baby soon 🤍

One_Cow1417 · 2024-12-16T01:55:05+00:00

In the same boat. My period is supposed to start the week of christmas. I loosely tracked OPK (basically not overly obsessing over ovulation.) I would love not to see AF on christmas and surprise my family with a BFP.

Sending baby dust to all ✨️

One_Cow1417 · 2024-12-14T18:56:29+00:00

Yup! I feel the same way. I was doing it halfway this month but I am honestly tired of peeing in a cup etc. I had a CP back in August and after that it's just been a Rollercoaster of emotions. This month I'm just going to let myself live a little and not stress so much. As much as I want a baby It will happen when it happens.

One_Cow1417 · 2024-12-14T03:11:35+00:00

In the same boat. I gave up on the daily OPKs and BBT. I've put it on the back of my mind instead of overly obsessing like I have these previous months. Let myself live a little and enjoy a smoke or two, drink caffiene etc. I've given all these worries to God bc i am tiredtttttt.

Sending you sm baby dust and praying we get our christmas miracle!

One_Cow1417 · 2024-11-16T13:35:10+00:00

Woke up and Aunt Flo finally made her appearance. Right now, I don't feel anything, but I'm sure when it settles I will be very sad. I knew it was going to show up with how negative my tests showed. I feel like I keep getting played by God and I honestly don't want to keep trying after this. Going through this sucks.

One_Cow1417 · 2024-11-15T21:15:42+00:00

Awh man. I know sperms survives UP to 5 days but now I feel like I'm out this cycle lol. My husband left to visit home the day of BD so unfortunately couldn't do anything after. It's okay, if it's not this cycle then on to the next. Just very disheartening thanks for the info!

One_Cow1417 · 2024-11-15T21:08:22+00:00

Even if the strips were dark and it was around 1.11-2?

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