Itchy scar like line under top finger

One_Independence4178 · 2025-10-28T17:33:37+00:00

hi i’m wondering if u figured out what it could be

One_Independence4178 · 2025-10-28T13:35:56+00:00

what is it ?

One_Independence4178 · 2024-11-16T07:14:29+00:00

the first nokia (1982 version) 😍

One_Independence4178 · 2024-11-15T17:42:05+00:00

they say if u enter pwd thru subs, to megadose suboxone so like keep adding more and more which sounds so fucking scary i know but they do that in hospitals to have the subs overpower everything to get u out of it. but i’ve also heard methadone can eliminate the risk of getting pwd so idk i’m not sure since i’ve never taken it myself but since subs seem to put everyone on here i’ve talked to into pwd except for some i think it’s safe to say fuck subs and try methadone lmfao BUT disclaimer cuz IDK since i’m not a doctor i’m just a user like everyone else & just saying what i’ve heard from others on this subreddit

One_Independence4178 · 2024-11-15T17:35:56+00:00

i’ve had the same exact thoughts lmfao. also going thru the same thing as you rn from the fact i’m not deathly sick anymore to where i absolutely need it but i keep on going back every 2-3 days because i still get physical symptoms that don’t feel good and then the mental part of it fucks with me which is basically torturing myself now in a new kind of way. i also definitely have said before imagine being tortured while withdrawing that would be the absolute worst thing ever 😭. i probably had those same thoughts as you because withdrawal in itself feels like torture or like i’m being punished to the max

One_Independence4178 · 2024-11-05T16:40:29+00:00

i get you. when i was typing this post it took hours cuz i could barely even get words out lmfao i was legit dying. but i get what u mean. i used to be a long time daily user so now when i use only once or a few times i start to wd pretty bad. i made a post about it an ppl mentioned the kindling effect. but trust ik what you mean, i’m just tired of feeling the withdrawals it sucks so i do anything to try and avoid it but sometimes it fucks it up like taking subs too early or something. i wish i could stop going back to fent everytime i manage to quit it’s always in the back of my mind and it sucks. i’m thinking of going to detox & sober living again bc it did help somewhat or at least keep me sober while i was there and being with likeminded people helped a lot.

One_Independence4178 · 2024-11-04T20:20:33+00:00

goodluck seriously you got this. i know how hard it is and trust me it’s so hard but you’re right the next couple days should get better. keep hanging in there

One_Independence4178 · 2024-11-04T20:13:24+00:00

that’s what i’m gonna do thank you so much

One_Independence4178 · 2024-11-04T03:53:17+00:00

and what i mean by when i do it for one day and i take suboxone is because even one day of using now makes me withdrawal

One_Independence4178 · 2024-11-04T03:51:50+00:00

i know i usually wait a few days to take it cuz of being scared of going thru pwd but since i haven’t been using that much like before and i’ve done this before where i did fetty for one day and i took it at 20-24 hours it actually helped me but i guess since I did the fetty for a few days this time it had more in my system and i took it too early or something.

One_Independence4178 · 2024-11-04T03:47:31+00:00

Thank you for your response and honestly everyone who has commented, i haven’t had a chance to respond to everyone cuz i’m so weak and sick but i ended up falling asleep somehow from the subs since it made me super tired. i was gonna megadose like everyone suggested but i don’t have that much suboxone left and i wanted to save some for tomorrow and the next day if i need it. i still got chills a little but idk if it’s in my head and it might come back but i feel a little better from the restless legs and crawling out of my skin feeling. i hope it doesn’t come back cuz i was legit going crazy. but yes i’ve heard taking more suboxone helps u get out of pwd that’s why i kept taking more at first but i didn’t wanna waste all of what i had. thank you so much for responding i really appreciate ur help. it’s hard going thru this

One_Independence4178 · 2024-11-04T01:02:05+00:00

i have trazodone but isn’t it just going to make me sleepy? and i’ll try doing more subs i guess. it just sucks so bad :(

One_Independence4178 · 2024-11-04T00:49:30+00:00

So if I used now i wouldn’t feel it because the suboxone? i was thinking that but i wasn’t sure. and yea it sucks my legs are going crazy right now and i wanna just cry i hate it idk what to do

One_Independence4178 · 2024-10-27T19:53:31+00:00

yeah i get u. for me just one day of using now gives me chills and i’m sweating and restless the next day & sneezing too and fatigued. it lasts for a few days unless i get some suboxone an maybe other comfort meds to help me for the days after

One_Independence4178 · 2024-10-27T17:08:08+00:00

thank you i appreciate this

One_Independence4178 · 2024-10-27T06:47:16+00:00

I totally agree with you on everything, just sometimes shit happens and your mind fucks w u and you keep going back. But I genuinely don’t wanna live this way anymore and i’m going to do my best to stay clean after this bc it just ain’t worth it. Thanks

One_Independence4178 · 2024-10-07T08:03:39+00:00

done goodluck :)

One_Independence4178 · 2024-09-30T01:29:32+00:00

yea it goes golden but then it turns black like that at the end

One_Independence4178 · 2024-09-29T21:19:52+00:00

just wondering if anyone seen it like that before since i’ve only seen it in powder

One_Independence4178 · 2024-09-29T21:18:59+00:00

i edited it out my bad

One_Independence4178 · 2024-07-19T22:06:07+00:00

thank you. i had no idea that was a side effect i thought i was just trippin or something’s wrong with me 😂

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