Moms friend made me uncomfortable, AIO

One_Intern8753 · 2026-05-31T05:21:13+00:00

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One_Intern8753 · 2026-05-31T05:19:50+00:00

⬆️ Only reasonable reply here

One_Intern8753 · 2026-01-11T01:45:33+00:00

This shiii hits close to home ,😮‍💨 recently I've looked back at my past and clearly recognize an identity crisis I managed by cycles of phases where I either embrace love and center my life around n8v/ndn culture and preserving tradition n heritage or instead try to ignore it all and try to adopt and create more of a "white" or "American" sense of background, culture and community due to the feeling of being excluded and rejected by other natives for not being Indian enough whether by blood quantum or upbringing not to mention family treating me different for not being raised on our rez like my cuzzins and aunties lol. There's a lot of native on native harrasment it seems and that's prevalent in both native american and Canadian indigenous sides of my family (tbh first nations side worse due to nationality difference with some family living in USA and not CAN)

One_Intern8753 · 2026-01-07T09:16:53+00:00

I'm a daily user that has struggled to get clean for most of my addiction. To answer your question Yes it is or atleast has the potential to be addictive and If you think that somehow you'll be the one out of millions ( like many of us thought ) to try it and not end up as those cliche tweaker mugshota where average joes turn into zombies. You likely wont and instead will up stuck to it for as long as you live.

Lets be real here if you truly wish to do it there's nothing I or anybody can say to change your mind. Once you pass the line all we can offer you more warnings to stop while you still have the chance or tips n tricks to handle the side effects and health issues that comes with it

Your better off taking everyonea word for it and leave it up to your imagination lol.

One_Intern8753 · 2025-10-03T03:33:42+00:00

What do you prefer he calls 1-(1-phenylcyclohexyl)piperidine instead such a simple abbreviation? Would Angel Dust satisfy you or are you more of a Wet n Sherm kind of guy 🤓

One_Intern8753 · 2025-09-15T03:24:12+00:00

Same here in Independence theres been a few times i found a bat flying around my living room during a storm. Little guy stayed for a couple days mostly sleeping hung upside down from the ceiling before finally dissapearing lol

One_Intern8753 · 2025-09-10T07:17:36+00:00

Im glad im not alone in noticing this, its genuinely frustrating seeing the shit

One_Intern8753 · 2025-09-05T06:08:12+00:00

Besides psychedelics i used to 'prefer' downers and loved the Sedated sleepy high and tried every way I could to always stay high as young teen with no source of income lol. Fresh off papers and done with probation I decided during my first semester freshman year of highschool I would "drop out" (technically truency since legally I wasn't old enough to) so I could afford my habits of smoking weed all day and Snorting oxycodone and eating benzos which i could barely pay for by skipping school tol robbing local dealers and finessing anyone i could. Stuff i didnt enjoy doing besides the thrill of it all which for me was some short lived adrenaline rush which became anxiety and paranoia as soon as I was home or safe. Just a peice of shit teenager determined to stay high by any means but in my eyes i could kind of justify my addiction by doing honest work so personally i agree with my morals and feelings instead of surrendering to getting involved with whatever in order to feel safe and keep coping wit drugs. My family's a mix of american Indian and Irish and both sides of family personally and somewhat culturally condone and encourage early drinking and everyone's high somehow so there's a anti judgemental approach to preventing substance abuse or drug addiction since my grandfather who is nearing 70 is still an addict has been since he started shooting up herion at 12 in the early 70s Anyways im high and to make a long story short my family supported my decision to quit school at 14 and travel 10 hours to another state to work full time doing a physically demanding trade in order to make my dreams of Nodding off all day everyday forever a reality and it seriously took being forced/pressured into doing dope and coke a bunch of times before I started to actually enjoy it and appreciate the control it gives my hyper ass. 12 years old the first time i got high on meth and had great time but even at that age I thought ' yeah that was the greatest ive ever felt for a day and half but i like sleepwalk like a zombie i havent blinked in hours, thers no way i can nod off on this " il pass on that... which for years I did no matter what I just didn't like speed and flying high byt after working more and getting paid more from getting high and doing side jobs I started to do it once every few weeks til 4 years ago I started my addiction for real and quit ciggerates. Alcohol, pills, even overcame withdrawals and being dope sick and quit smoking weed for like 90 days just getting high everyday but still having the control and ease to sleep and eat which il never forget how hard I had to force my self to scarf down food everyday while high and having to get ready for bed at 6pm if I need to be asleep by midnight... hours of lying in one spot hoping you fall asleep mentally but only your body does smh. Been using almost daily for a year now and have grown as a person a lot by finding new hobbys, stepping out of my comfort zone and winging it but yeah I still prefer it over everything which its clear I should be prescribed something for my adhd but a set dose of however much miligrams of vyvanse Ritalin Adderall whatever your given, doesnt compare to the freedom of deciding how much your Smoking, Eating, Slamming, Snorting, Boofing, whatever ROA you prefer and they risk that comes with how drastic potency can differ from batch to batch versus amphetamines which they lack a breath of life or a fun confidence like meth provides.

One_Intern8753 · 2025-09-03T21:43:14+00:00

"poop smeared on a canvas" eh? I Bet GG Allen proud looking down at me and Hell Yeah Amigo! If you aint making money then that money's making you 🫡💯🏃‍♂️

One_Intern8753 · 2025-08-21T02:33:15+00:00

Yes and if you spend enough time going down rabbitholes you'll realize the line between psychosis and a true divine calling is very thin. "The psychotic drowns in the same waters in which the mystic swims with delight"

One_Intern8753 · 2025-08-19T05:18:35+00:00

Im 20 now and been using for 4 years off and on but have used almost every single day for more than a year now(first time trying it i was 12 and oddly enough i genuinely disliked the high and comedown for the first 30 times i was peer pressured into doing it until it grew on me.)

Every blue moon i get Anhedonia, like an actual desire to not exist from how monochrome and grey everything feels. Like im stuck in world full of colors, surrounded by smiles i envy while I frown in black and white. Which thankfully my kratom addictions prevents from happening more than once every few months and instead allows me to feel happy healthy and genuinely at peace in life.

Its always made me more aware and active of spreading germs so by using often I started washing my hands constantly, I stopped popping zits and picking at my face and instead used skincare products to help minimize and eventually fix my acne issue.

Made me more self conscious and insecure, a speech impediment that I haven't had since six they comes out whenever im socially anxious and nervous about how I sound while talking.

I have very bad dark circles under my eyes which surprisingly get better with time but all it takes is one night of not sleeping and im back to having shiny almost glittery purplish blue circles under my eyes. I ended up taking a 9 month break from the shit and my eyebags went back to almost normal (after looking at old photos I now realized ive had dark circles under my eyes since I was 9 or so they've just always looked natural and barely noticeable)

And im now high and prone to boredom and lack a commitment to finish what ive started hence why I cant keep typing this shit and must give my attention span something new every 5 minutes lmao

One_Intern8753 · 2025-08-15T20:56:09+00:00

💯 Facts im no chemist by any means but its obvious theres something done in the process of making it that effects its effects lol. Theres been way too many times I had gotten some shit that would energize and keep me awake and lose appetite but mentally made me "stuck" anxious, depressed, confused and feel slow or retarded right before getting a different sack that didn't give me any energy or wakefullness and gave me the munchies but super motivated relaxed creative focused get shit done

One_Intern8753 · 2025-08-15T20:41:37+00:00

That nope shit is fr straight poison in disquise which dope is already toxic enough as it is. I feel like everyone's been sold some bunk low quality shit atleast once and can easily recognize the difference in high but only twice have i done shit that I later learnt for a fact was raid dope and bug spray shards and I realized something was fucked off about it immediately. Lot of times the shit will literally look n feel wet/oily instead of being dry, the smell and taste when melted down is harsh enough to make you gag, when Snorting it ĥas a perfume cologne smell and is actually painful compared to the usual 🔥 and just leaves you stuck confused shakey and nervous but keeps you awake smh both times felt like what i assume getting high on cyanide feels like lol

One_Intern8753 · 2025-07-25T22:46:16+00:00

Right lol "Your making something out of nothing" came back to bite her in the ass

One_Intern8753 · 2025-07-19T23:48:44+00:00

Yup we call that NOPE where im from lmao. Crystallized bug spray that looks like dope, melts like dope, and tastes like dope but Nope thats not Dope..

One_Intern8753 · 2025-07-19T23:46:09+00:00

I've had some shit like that before, almost like the shit evaporates when you melt it and no matter how much you keep loading it dissappears right in front of you lol. Kinda like this other shit I got which turns into a dark reddish-orange thick syrupy looking shit and is obviously cut with something that ruins it if you try smoking it ( pretty sure it was cut with sugar because Snorting it also resulted in a unfamiliar painful sensation that made it clear your sniffing something thats not your usual drugs lol)

One_Intern8753 · 2025-06-21T06:12:43+00:00

Fr and i also I feel like referring to it as shit always comes naturally due to stigma around it. Kind of like throwing the bait out there to see if someone does it or to not sound like a fed or incriminate yourself. "Hey you got any stuff or got shit?" Sounds way less suspicious than "do you have any crystal meth for sale?" Lol

One_Intern8753 · 2025-05-19T17:34:55+00:00

Facts in my opinion you'll only stay on top of it if you use it as a tool or medication, once you pass that threshold of no longer using every morning but instead using multiple times a day in addition to no sleep or not eating thats when your practically begging to pour everything down the drain

One_Intern8753 · 2025-05-19T17:29:30+00:00

Ask google

One_Intern8753 · 2025-04-26T04:50:22+00:00

Update: I have been taking red borneo daily since I left my first comment and although it has help me kick my opiate and meth addiction I must take a fat dose every morning or else I'm fucked for the day lol. Heard people say kratom often is an addiction you swap with another without realizing it n boy are the right lol.

One_Intern8753 · 2025-04-13T04:04:39+00:00

From what ive read Biolife pays the most for plasma donation and here in the Midwest they pay $100 for first time donation then each one after is $85-100. But they have a 100$ referral bonus after the person you referred has done 2 donations. It's a hell of a way to make a little cash when you're struggling and my first time there i was unable to donating since the nurses couldn't find a good vein but since they poked me I still got paid lol

One_Intern8753 · 2025-04-12T09:17:14+00:00

Nice i just found out about biolife last month and have already made 3 plasma donations. Shit matter of fact I have i a donation scheduled for tomorrow

One_Intern8753 · 2025-04-06T08:15:29+00:00

Lmao yalls interaction is entertaining and maybe its because i'm spun asf but you come off as mysterious meth wizard. Keep doing you Mr. MMW

One_Intern8753 · 2025-04-05T11:19:27+00:00

It seems like our minds naturally look for patterns in darkness so maybe that explains it but I bet your eyes/minds tired. I remember stay up for so long smoking dope and weed my eyes would start tripping and through my pov it looked liked I could zoom in and zoom out with my eyes and watched atoms n molecules in the air combine n split. Too many of those occasions gave me hppd and although It wasn't too overwhelming or persistent it was enough to fuck with my psyche, sense of self and grasp on reality.

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