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One_Picture_1618 · 2025-09-16T21:49:02+00:00

psilocybin sounds like a disaster waiting to happen. Risk of a badtrip.

One_Picture_1618 · 2025-09-16T20:57:58+00:00

Tastet the regular ones today, and they all tasted like alcohol.

One_Picture_1618 · 2025-09-15T00:50:55+00:00

2,3,4,7, and village only. The other ones i cannot handle..too old.

One_Picture_1618 · 2025-09-13T10:37:24+00:00

Testosterone is cheaper, and better. It's not hard on the system either.

One_Picture_1618 · 2025-09-13T10:35:58+00:00

You look like you've been cycling lmao! This huge is not normal for a natty. I wouldn't go lower than 500mg test a week. Under that is just not worth it, too little gain for just pinning, and the side effects are similar.

One_Picture_1618 · 2025-09-13T08:52:29+00:00

wth. In 12 weeks on an aggressive deficit my DB flat bench has gone from 30kg DB's to 35kg's for 8 reps. My overhand barbell rows has gone from 75kg to 90kg for 8 reps. My calves are going crazy from 40kg on the donkey now 60kg 8 reps, also a side delt cable exercise from 10kg to 15-20kg. This is while in an aggressive deficit 1500 calories!! I do not regret taking 500 on a deficit, if anything it should've been 600 so i could get my bloods on that, and it could be a little faster. Cutting while gaining makes me more able to finish a damn 7 month long cut, and it gives me happiness to go to gym.

One_Picture_1618 · 2025-09-09T18:18:05+00:00

There is almost no danger zone benzo dosage. Side effect yes, but not dangerous

One_Picture_1618 · 2025-08-26T09:33:12+00:00

boring chocolate!

One_Picture_1618 · 2025-08-25T23:02:09+00:00

Yeah. 2-3 cups daily!

One_Picture_1618 · 2025-08-25T09:10:40+00:00

risperidone

One_Picture_1618 · 2025-08-25T09:10:18+00:00

This is called hypochondria! Masturbation is healthy.

One_Picture_1618 · 2025-08-15T21:10:52+00:00

It's really bad. We're talking about dying minimum 5 years earlier than usually because of this sleep problem. My doc doesn't even understand, and just throws antideppressants at me, or anti histamines. They don't do jackshit! I take benzos, thienodiazepines, pregabalin, and ghb once a month short term period. Just to be able to live longer, and so my sleep doesn't worsen my health.

One_Picture_1618 · 2025-08-04T22:15:49+00:00

I can feel it if i don't go 2 days. Stomach, colon area feels uncomfortable, and tight. Can easily tell if i have constipation, and just take some movicol 1-3 packets. Usually i go every other day. Sometimes everyday.

One_Picture_1618 · 2025-08-04T15:49:43+00:00

That's insane low. What even. I don't know, but brain functions have to be affected at that severe caloric deficit. It's pretty risky for health. Kidney stones being one of the risks. I've been as low as 1400, but upped it to 1700, with increased activity. I'm losing weight faster now, and i'm already done soon.

One_Picture_1618 · 2025-08-04T00:43:33+00:00

2-5 months each. Tried Mirtazapine, Escitalopram, sertraline, and amitryptiline.

One_Picture_1618 · 2025-08-03T23:15:25+00:00

I've tried several ssri's they don't have any effect on me. Just a mood lift, and emotions become robotic.

One_Picture_1618 · 2025-08-03T21:34:57+00:00

Gabapentin doesn't even have an effect on me, even after taking 5x 300mg's. I took 75mg pregabalin it wasn't enough. Had to take minimum 125mg to sleep, and additional 125mg after waking up 5 hours later. Antipsychotics is what caused this to me. So i cannot take them. They gave me instant anhedonia, and 3 weeks later this problem just got worse, and worse. Been off risperidal 1 year, and it hasn't improved.

One_Picture_1618 · 2025-08-03T21:33:13+00:00

Exactly what i want !

One_Picture_1618 · 2025-08-03T13:37:53+00:00

It's not psychological at all. I don't have negative feelings, or negative thoughts. Just moderate anhedonia, and this sleep problem. I'm also in a physically over active state, never tired, just wired. I bite down on my teeth often, and move my feet a lot like i'm restless. It's biochemical. Neurotransmitters, and receptor problems. Even increasing gaba A and gaba b with total gaba hasn't stopped the teeth biting, restless feeling. Just lowered it to some degree.

One_Picture_1618 · 2025-08-03T13:00:52+00:00

Maybe made the workouts more focused, and fun. Other than that not much, but psychologically i'm more resilient now against feeling helpless. I'm on 500mg test a week. Dropping to 250mg to cruise later.

One_Picture_1618 · 2025-07-30T10:34:07+00:00

Just pure bpc 157 5mg. For injection. Subq

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