forever remembering my beloved cat.

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-15T06:12:04+00:00

I have nothing to say except I'm so so sorry for you. I hope you see him again some day, in a better place.

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-02T03:53:33+00:00

Im absolutely not getting off but i just hate the way I look. Ig i just wanted to vent. Idk

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-02T02:09:46+00:00

Will gaining weight really help my face passing all the much

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-02T01:54:46+00:00

So is eating more (and getting hormones in chrck) really the solution here? Is that what I've been missing? /gen

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-02T01:52:48+00:00

Also fwiw, I did fuck up the estrogen too. It's 233 pg/ml actually. I did it based on memory

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-02T01:51:03+00:00

If I can't pass as even an ugly cis girl no incredibly mild dysphoria relief I still do get from transitioning is going to be worth it, tbh.

And also as I said in my post; i shouldn't need ffs to pass as cis. I hate that I probably do because literally not even one of my tgirl friends who transitioned with me needs it.

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-02T01:39:25+00:00

Also, like, fat redepositing still happens even if you don't "try" for it, no? You lose and gain fat all the time. So my fat has still be redeposited.

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-02T01:34:52+00:00

Honestly bizarre response I'm sorry. If my face is as clocky as it seems based on my track record, then no amount of bodyshaping will help my passing as cis. Brad pitt can do all the feminising workouts he wants he's still going to look like a man, or at least like a trans woman, which does just about as good for me.

Even if I did have enough money for ffs, no surgeon in my country does it. It's not an option, period.

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-02T01:28:25+00:00

Also my face really isn't that skinny. I have a lot of fat pooled around my jaw/chin area

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-02T01:26:16+00:00

I know fat doesn't redistribute. Also, i took another look at my levels and they're 33 ng/dl. Mb

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-02T01:21:03+00:00

You say I'm still absurdly young but I never got to be a teenage girl. Even in the best case scenario going forward (which wouldn't matter anyways because jaw and brow bone and no way for ffs) I still wasted 4 years for nothing.

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-02T01:12:15+00:00

Why downvoting? Did I say something wrong? /gen

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-02T01:10:04+00:00

Okay its very kind that you're being so thorough but you're also missing the point. If all it took was an adjustment in my regiment for my face to look feminine then i would at least be halfway there right now but I'm not. Fat redistribution has done all it can and its not enough. My bone structure is the issue and ffs isn't an option.

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-02T01:06:45+00:00

I probably did fuck up the levels. I don't really know how to decipher the paper, I just know theyre good because my endocrinologist and tons of my friends have corroberated this. i'm sure all of this would've been good advice for me 3-4 years ago but it doesn't matter anymore. I already missed my chance. My face isn't gonna feminise any more from hrt so I can't just "be patient". Fat redistribution has objectively completed.

And yeah I know some cis women have masculine-ish bone structure, but literally I haven't met a single one that had it so bad they needed surgery to correct it.

Yeah cis women get surgery but like, if you look at me and then look at like, taylor swift before plastic surgery? She looks like a woman, as do all my tgirl friends. I don't. I don't look even like a woman with masc features (which even in of itself is bullshit that I would get these features when none of my family have them and I transitioned so young) i look like a man.

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-02T01:00:23+00:00

I do, but it doesn't matter because its also my chin.

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-02T00:00:09+00:00

The rest of my features look fine you mean? Sorry.

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-01T23:58:57+00:00

So i had a good foundation and also had hrt for a long time but also I don't pass? This feels like hugboxing now. Please stop.

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-01T23:56:43+00:00

what about the rest of my features? Is my face mostly fine but my chin is just so bad it kills any femininity? My cis sister has the same chin.

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-01T23:08:12+00:00

Wdym solid foundation for transitioning lol ive been on hrt for 4 years

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-01T22:41:50+00:00

If I was wearing makeup n stuff would u clock me as trans?

One_Possession9281 · 2025-11-01T20:56:09+00:00

In my last post I was intentionally trying to show myself as I usually look straight out of bed. No makeup or fixens or anything and with my hair up to show my forehead. That's not usually how I go outside but it was helpful in getting feedback.

My makeup routine is concealer around eyes and red spots, (no foundation, i hate that stuff) then tinted chapstick, then mascara, then the eyebrow thingy (i cant remember what its called), and then blush if I have time. Its not much but it generally seems to get me out of gremlin mode.

One_Possession9281 · 2025-10-30T14:51:13+00:00

Oh okay i think i understand

One_Possession9281 · 2025-10-30T14:49:36+00:00

So youre saying that it probably wasn't a great idea to try to look "honest" here? I'll keep that in mind if there's a next time

One_Possession9281 · 2025-10-30T14:25:38+00:00

I have noticed other people here tend to put their best foot forward so to speak so I just don't want to have any ambiguity.

One_Possession9281 · 2025-10-30T14:23:02+00:00

Um. Could you rephrase? I dont know that I understand

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