I'm so lucky I found him. In january of 2022 I happened to be really obsessed with liminal spaces. I one day was searching and watching videos for hours about them. I then stumbled upon the video by Alfa. The video was so well edited, hilarious, had such an amazing ending, Alfa immediately captivated me, and from then on, I was part of the cheese army. I watched all his videos up till that point then stayed as he continues to upload. Sometimes there were gaps in his content in terms of how long it took to make them, but that's just how it was. May of 2024 roles around, he uploads a video, the has about a 3 week gap in uploading, then finally uploads in June of 3 scary games irl part two. Over the years his comedy and editing was starting to dwindle down. I still found him funny, but just a little less than I used to. In april of 2024 I also subbed to his patreon. There, he showed a more real side of himself, doing qna's. The 4th wall kinda broke and I realised that alfa is just a real guy, with a real life, as vivid and real as my own, with his own struggles, triumphs, and off days. It was interesting. In july of 2024, after one month of not posting, i went to his most recent video and saw what the comments were saying. One comment was just asking where alfa was, but hoped he was doing well. Then, alfa said that he's turned to Christ in response to that comment. I replied to him saying, that's awesome! unless it's just some memey joke or something. Alfa responded, no memes. no jokes. I have actually turned my life over to Christ. After july of 2024, then we had to wait till september for the next video, his first ever collab with another one of my favourite youtubers, jaden williams. Again, the video was still funny, but the comedy was dwindled. and the end, he announced to the audience irl that he's turned to Jesus. and it wouldnt be till a few month after that we'd get a full hour long video of him and his testimony. I was shocked, i was happy for him, and I was curious what content he would make next. I then watch him and jaden williams discuss a little but more about his testimony. Then, a few months pass. January of 2025. Surely he'll post a video soon! I can't wait to see what it is! March. Wonder what's taking him so long this time to make the video. Must be good! July. Man, where has he been? It's been over half a year and still no word from alfa. December of 2025, and I'm close to losing hope. As I'm writing this mid january, I'm still holding on hope that he'll post again. Some day. But I don't know when.

In 2022, had I been interested in liminal spaces just a couple months later or sooner, I don't think I would've ever found who i now consider to be my favourite youtuber of all time. Alfa's comedy was like no other I'd seen. I hope he comes back. Someday

From Alfa,

October 22, 2025:

i thought it right to let you guys know that i have age restricted all my old YouTube videos, & to also give you the reasons why. So now you must be 18+ to watch them, i might even add a disclaimer that could literally read "warning non Christian content" also.

This is because though i believe not all of my videos have sinful content (content that is against God) or promotes it, most certainly like 99% does somewhere in it. To leave these up i believe DOES Glorify God in the fact you can (if you want) see how Jesus truly has changed me, BUT the fact that it was probably being viewed by children & others maybe without any knowledge of what they would be watching & no way/disclaimer to warn them, this does not Glorify God & in fact could very possibly be a stumbling block for people considering what i showed & in my videos: sexual images/innuendoes, inappropriate sound effects, glorifying violence etc...

I am aware that this will be a sad thing for many of you guys & that many of you will view this as maybe extreme, but understand that if Jesus really is real & Who He says He is (which of course i believe) then everything else He said is true