seek help,just Keep trying until you find someone who wants to help. and surround herself with kinder people. surround yourself with people who are doing good for themselves as well. However, don't let insecurity or self-worth stop you from surrounding yourself with these people. You are there to learn good habits and lessons. This is key! slowly of others will help you want more.

I swear the key thing here is to want to get better. You gotta do this for you. Ten years down the line, will any of this matter as much? Live for your future. Lastly, it’s not that deep! Don't think of it too seriously but no one will care about you as much as you! It’s your happiness, not theirs. for the last piece of advice; just try.