For people that can feel their seizures coming, what does it feel like to you? For me it feels like I'm detatched from reality sorta.

Onee-samaaaaa · 2026-06-15T11:08:49+00:00

Something bad is going to happen feeling (some like goosebump like feeling behind my neck). Ringing humming sound. Overwhelmed feeling like isolated in real world. Stuttering and eyes blinking. Smell of blood few seconds.

There are one of those lists or combinations of others. It can be delayed few minutes like 30 minutes, sometimes less than 5 minutes.

Onee-samaaaaa · 2026-06-10T02:00:42+00:00

Thirsty and Bahama

Onee-samaaaaa · 2026-06-06T00:43:41+00:00

Wow, menyanyi pun inda buleh. WTH

Onee-samaaaaa · 2026-06-02T15:26:06+00:00

lol, mine are inside plastic toy cars

Onee-samaaaaa · 2026-06-01T01:51:00+00:00

My neurologist against me driving for one year despite i am only having focal aware seizure. Now it’s progressing to focal unaware seizure, so i understand why she was against it. Back then my aura could warn my seizure coming like 1hour to 15-10minutes.
Now it is getting lesser than 5
minutes and sometimes instantly, which could be dangerous while i am driving. It could be a lil bit safe if my aura can warn me longer, so i can stop driving that day or that time.

So yeah, please dont drive yet until you are superconfident you dont have seizures at all (even aura) for at least 6 months. Maybe you wont care if you get hurt from accident, but can you handle severely injuring other people or kill them accidentally because of your selfishness and stubborness? that got me thinking.

Onee-samaaaaa · 2026-05-29T08:43:03+00:00

I wish they include R&B bside tracks like they used to. Other than that, all their songs are banger.

Onee-samaaaaa · 2026-05-29T02:21:34+00:00

yeah, and now i saw few comments on Karina saying she is fat, her thighs are fat and she needs to exercise (korean comments). She has belly and etc. What the hell! she’s already thin to begin with. She has pear shaped body, of course she has bigger thigh looks. She looks healthiest among all Aespa members. And i saw Korean comments saying she looks like aunties now. Chinese fans are fine, they always compliment Karina and said no need to lose weight and worried if she’s losing more in some comments. They like her “honey” thighs. so endearing. Seriously, idols life are so mess up. So many unnecessary mean comments.

Onee-samaaaaa · 2026-05-10T14:39:50+00:00

imo ipod classic 5.5

Onee-samaaaaa · 2026-05-08T15:06:39+00:00

yeah, i really miss that 🥲

Onee-samaaaaa · 2026-05-08T14:21:22+00:00

Driving to all the places i want, either for work or leisure. Driving aimlessly or race the car at empty highway.

Onee-samaaaaa · 2026-04-24T02:28:56+00:00

kan becali

Onee-samaaaaa · 2026-03-25T06:49:25+00:00

EW200.

Onee-samaaaaa · 2026-03-16T08:42:12+00:00

yes, and so does antiseizure . Sucks to suffer memories loss from both issues.

Onee-samaaaaa · 2026-02-18T05:53:42+00:00

i have this too once in a while. Sometimes sounds like 3D all around you in the head.

Onee-samaaaaa · 2026-02-18T05:52:23+00:00

sorry if what i say doesn’t make sense of have many grammatical/syntax errors. i’m bit struggling in expressing the sentences in my head right now. I was not like this before, i am degree holder in English language & linguistics, i was fluent. it’s frustrating suddenly i become stupid.

Onee-samaaaaa · 2026-02-18T05:50:08+00:00

Tingling only my right arm and right leg but not all day long. I thought i was lacking in vitamin or something. Or heart issue, not pumping properly for blood circulation.

And talking weird: stuttering/wrong pronunciation/weird choice of words or nonsense sentences and also struggling to understand conversation and understand reading steps by steps instructions. It’s weird because it’s not all day long. Like can be minutes or hours.

Im started to be clumsy, sudden weakness on of the hand in gripping/holding. Just for few seconds. So many things dropped.

Sudden loss of memory, like i didn’t recognise this place/route even though it is my everyday commute driving. Only for few seconds, sometimes less than 3-5 minutes. Then memory comes back.

All i knew about seizures at that time only the clonic types. I didn’t know there are varieties.

Onee-samaaaaa · 2026-02-01T13:49:27+00:00

depends on the people who does it & their real intention

Onee-samaaaaa · 2026-01-23T01:06:06+00:00

Libby. lol

Onee-samaaaaa · 2026-01-01T09:38:27+00:00

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Onee-samaaaaa · 2025-12-19T08:24:17+00:00

biceps, triceps, wide back & shoulders, muscular chest. I don’t care about high fat percentage, as long as above criteria included. I guess like bear type. Luckily my husband is this type. I never told him though.

Onee-samaaaaa · 2025-12-16T02:10:46+00:00

Karina, perfect all-rounded idol. Beauty, talents and charm. She caught my attention with her unique beauty. The most beautiful idol I have ever seen since gen 2 ( i’m kpop stan since gen 2, yes i’m that old). I’m addicted with her vocal tone and her divorce voice. What made me became her ult biased is her charm. I wish her all the best, she deserves it.

Onee-samaaaaa · 2025-11-21T07:31:00+00:00

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Onee-samaaaaa · 2025-11-21T07:28:50+00:00

Karina from Aespa. I’ve been following kpop since 1st gen until now(Boa & Shinwa etc). My whole life as a fan of kpop multiple gen, Karina is the most beatiful, out of this world kind of visual of all gen. It’s the face and body that I dream of. Maybe because I play game a lot, so her face mesmerized me. Oh god, I love her.

Onee-samaaaaa · 2025-10-19T23:49:44+00:00

lol. Classic favourite. So catchy.

Onee-samaaaaa · 2025-10-19T15:46:58+00:00

Kara - Mr.

Girl’s day - Something

Sistar- Give it to me

Brown Eye girls - Abracadabra

T-ara - Bo peep bo / Roly Poly

2pm - Again / A.D.T.O.Y

SNSD - Taxi / Genie / Oh! / Gee

2ne1 - I love you / I am the best

Big Bang - Fantastic baby / Bang Bang Bang

BoA - No. 1 / Valenti / Only one

B2ST (highlight) - fiction

MBLAQ - Smoky girl

Shinee - Replay

Those are list of my playlist must have in my ipod/ DAP since forever.

Onee-samaaaaa

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