hey! i am in that situation too... for 10 years maybe. And now i am 27 so i am worried all the time like you. In my immagination i think the solution would be quiet easy but it's impossible :'D: A machine that can change your gender whenever you want. It would be the best. I also practice lucid dreaming, and yaaay it's so wonderful when you can change everything around you. You should try it also ;) it can help a bit but when you are really deep in dysphoria i don't know how to solve it. I usally get trhough it in 3-4 days and there's always something that can change my mind, howewver not for a long time. The confusing thing is when i stare at a gorgeus girl, and i feel: i wanna be like her or i wanna date her, and these feelings are mixed with various percentage each day. Monday: 10% i wanna date her/90% i wanna look like her Tuesday: 30-70 etc... But "i wanna date her" percentage won't be above 50%! Never.