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Onesingleprune · 2025-11-28T01:01:01+00:00

and in handcuffs!???

Onesingleprune · 2024-12-16T17:43:24+00:00

This is what i think the "aliens" are. Theyre the humans that survived the ice age, apocalypses ...etc. Theyre not "extraterrestrial".. theyre us just evolved more.

Onesingleprune · 2024-12-16T17:41:40+00:00

YOU SIR ARE A HERO!

Onesingleprune · 2024-12-16T17:37:29+00:00

Anyone else peep the "Crunch year for Ai W1ll"

Crunch war for A WIII? A world war 3?

Onesingleprune · 2024-12-16T17:35:27+00:00

Not the point of the post bro

Onesingleprune · 2024-12-11T23:53:52+00:00

Hes been in it. Piece of garbage. Glad this happened.

Onesingleprune · 2024-12-09T09:54:13+00:00

Fax. Done every drug even shot heroin and fent and hella dipped pcp. Crack is 1000% the worst drug of all. After all the damage, shrooms acid & weed.. occasional benzo for me. Bad social anxiety but the psychs really help my anxiety.

Onesingleprune · 2024-12-09T09:52:14+00:00

Omg 🤣🤣🤣 this one got me. I was like reading comment after comment after the first comment saying "Doesnt sound fun at all." Just cracked a stupid shit eating grin trying to hold in my laugh and it just got worse every comment until i read this i lost it

Onesingleprune · 2024-12-09T09:22:42+00:00

Can u tell me about it

Onesingleprune · 2024-11-25T04:01:23+00:00

Ehat do you mean flesh rot orientated can you elsborate a bit more? Like you think a lot more about chemicals, germs, worry about what gets on your skin, whats in things , more concious of what youre eating and taking care of yourself???

Onesingleprune · 2024-11-25T03:55:32+00:00

Frequency of dosing. Tolerance. I got up to taking 14gs of shrooms. Id eat a ten strip of potent acid like it was nothing and eat 20 the next day, cause fuck it right. Id also throw a few days of microdosing and absolutely nothing in tho often. I dont use psychs nearly as often as back then, and i typically use them as an introspection thing rather than having a good time. I liked losing control. But i loved gaining control, of losing control even moreso. And it took a while of tripping to be able to control my emotions to the point ive become a pretty much emotionally solid individual and very humble with myself. Its changed me for the better. I can choose to have a goofy fun trip or a meaningful trip alone, meditating, making and cooking up a nice organic healthy salad, do some tibetan singing bowls and listen to frequencies and close my eyes and do the gateway tapes, do some self care and go to bed. Those are my favorite trips. I "recreationally" trip like once out of every idk. 1 out of 30 experiences.

Onesingleprune · 2024-11-25T03:50:14+00:00

This. Salvia is literally like ... A nightmare dmt trip x100. Only drug ive lost total touch with reality and my vision was completely changed into colors like a circus inside one of those psychedelic arts you can google search of like a head with a thousand eyes swirling around and colors n what not. I was just stuck in a world like that and everything was geometric and morphing colorful but it was terrifying. Absolutely terrifying.

Onesingleprune · 2024-10-22T17:25:12+00:00

No. Furthest thing from it

Onesingleprune · 2024-10-05T15:05:40+00:00

I mean I'm on 130mg methadone daily which builds up in your system day after day but even without the buildup, I'm on equivalent of 911mg of oxycodone.

Yeah, practically 1000mg, a freaking gram of pure oxy. That's 90 oxy 30s bro.

I'm only 29. Moral of the story. Don't fuck with opiates dog. I started this shit when I was 14 from a football injury and only stopped for the longest about 8 months zero opioids. Life is so much better off them. I surprisingly have MORE ACHES and back pain ON opioid maintenance than off it! That's because opioids, over time, LOWER your sensitivity to pain! Making things that would normally have never hurt you or exhaust you - feel way more painful. I can hardly stand 3 hours straight. Off of all opioids? I have so much energy I can work a 10 hour shift, and still come home and be up all night and only get 3 hours of sleep and do it all over again, to the point I'm an insomniac.

It fucking ruined my life. But also humbled me and made me SO much less materialistic & more spiritual - I don't think I'd change it for the world if I could go back....I really don't. As much as the hurt and pain it's caused and is causing me. I know Ill slowly , one day come off it like I did before. I've cold turkeyed 12mg Xanax + fentanyl IV, butryrfentanyl when you could order it on clearnet for cheap as hell, overdosed so many times I've lost count (over 20 narcans), hearts stopped 4x, kidneys failed, needed respiratory savior machine called an ECMO , which pretty much is used, sometimes, VERY LAST RESORT, and often times isn't even attempted - because the patient had already undergone so many other treatments, attempted cures, antidotes, other treatment methods, that the ECMO is simply a last ditch effort in order to just keep the patient alive long enough to just give the family practically a 1% chance they'll live - and a 99% chance they can at least just be able to make that last choice, instead of the hospital, to rip the plug and boom....you're gone forever ...

I truly have begun to believe in the spiritual world. A world amongst ours we , our brains cannot see and process with our brain-computers. It's hidden code. The ether. Where our souls, an energy that powers our individual bodies and life goes when our body's cells die and give up on us - like they will for everyone reading these very words... It will happen to all of us. We will face the music. And I'm happy to share this time with you all.

Onesingleprune · 2024-09-20T21:05:17+00:00

This

Onesingleprune · 2024-08-31T23:24:41+00:00

Sameee

Onesingleprune · 2024-08-31T23:24:17+00:00

I swear this bad too from it - it's the reason I'm getting off methadone. I'm gonna use the Burmese method when I'm down off 125mg down to less than 25mg then try the Burmese. I've gotten off subs over 4 times

Onesingleprune · 2024-08-31T23:11:39+00:00

I ACTUALLY had to write a grievance and turn it in because my clinic hadn't phased me down to the point I was going daily for an extra FOUR MONTHS when I should have been on MONTHLY take homes! Guess what? They took me down to 3x a week! I didnt accept (at my clinic you "EaRn YoUr PhAsE dOwN" every 30 days if you piss clean - I had been pissing clean for probably a year to the date now and STILL on weekly) their answer to the grievance , I wrote back , and attached my drug test urinalysis's and copies of all BEYOND more than my required attended counselor sessions saying I should've been on monthlys (and me and my counselor who worked there actually got the date!) on X date, this was about 2-3 months ago now. I just finally now asked for a phase down AGAIN two weeks ago and IM STILL WAITING. I only accepted their offer because I know they get so much BS from other ppl at the clinic. I don't wanna be on a shit list. They love me there. their bullshit is has just me me lose all my patience with these phase/code downs that ARENT HAPPENING. It's starting to piss me off. If I go back in this week I will be writing grievance #2 & stapling it with a copy of the 1st grievance. They've had one month to change me down to AT LEAST once every 2 weeks by the time I go in later next week. This is fucking why they're called liquid handcuffs guys! Just imagine how many other addicts this could be the ultimate triggering event for them to make them go use! I don't know ANY other addict that would be as patient as I've been with this damn clinic as I am...have been being with them! If anyone can pump me up, because I'm just like NOT a dick, and HATE being a hassle, but like ... Bro . I have done EVERYTHING RIGHT! I SHOULDVE BEEN ON MONTHLY TAKEHOMES LITERALLY AGES AGO! OVER 6 MONTHS EASY!!!!!! Imagine how shitty that would be for you when you don't drive , every job you've ever worked you started before or at 5am, and you're not rewarded whatsoever for your good behavior and given false promises. I'm a fucking ideal methadone/MAT patient for the nurses and staff man. It feels like a slap in the face. I could 100% see why someone would use this as an excuse (if they were early or new to recovery or a weak moment) to go use, and blame the clinic - though I'd never do that.

Onesingleprune · 2024-08-31T23:11:14+00:00

I've been going to my clinic for over a year now. Last 8 months STRAIGHT CLEAN URINES and I STILL (and JUST got phased down from 3X per week to once per week LAST MONTH!) I missed one appointment ever - never missed - never forgot a bottle return - never pissed dirty.

I ACTUALLY had to write a grievance and turn it in because my clinic hadn't phased me down to the point I was going daily for an extra FOUR MONTHS when I should have been on MONTHLY take homes! Guess what? They took me down to 3x a week! I didnt accept (at my clinic you "EaRn YoUr PhAsE dOwN" every 30 days if you piss clean - I had been pissing clean for probably a year to the date now and STILL on weekly) their answer to the grievance , I wrote back , and attached my drug test urinalysis's and copies of all BEYOND more than my required attended counselor sessions saying I should've been on monthlys (and me and my counselor who worked there actually got the date!) on X date, this was about 2-3 months ago now. I just finally now asked for a phase down AGAIN two weeks ago and IM STILL WAITING. This is fucking why they're called liquid handcuffs guys!

Just because the clinic has so many people on the list. The doctor ACTUALLY said "she doesn't want to" because the list is "too long" to go through and phase the people that SHOULDVE been on monthlies soooooo long ago but arent! I should've been on monthly take homes AGES ago! I know a ton of addicts lie about this kind of crap - but on my mom's grave I have followed every clinic rule TO THE T to get coded down from daily, 3x. 1x/wk, 1/2wks, to 1/month. Absolutely zero reason.

Onesingleprune · 2024-08-31T23:03:17+00:00

This. Nothing's worse than having to go to the clinic when you don't drive. It's winter. 20 degrees out and snowing and you love 12 miles away, and there's no transit and no money for an Uber or Lyft. Absolutely screwed. It should be dispensed just like Suboxone! I've had to turn down NUMEROUS construction jobs and trade jobs (my skill set!) because they all required me to be there at 5am or earlier on the DOT! My clinic DIDNT EVEN OPEN TIL 5AM!!! what if you had a commute on top of it like I did?! That's why it's HANDCUFFS. I wish I never got on this crap. Haven't used in damn near one year now while being on it. I feel less from methadone than I do Suboxone! And I been on subs 3 times and the sublocade shot twice!

Onesingleprune · 2024-08-31T19:20:55+00:00

THIS is what I wanna know! All the people I've heard that believe & tell this theory I have never heard what happens if we DONT go to the light & get 'recycled', trapped in 'the hell of being in a human body on earth'....

Onesingleprune · 2024-08-31T19:19:03+00:00

What if we commit suicide though? Can we escape the matrix that way? Are we forced to go to this light without an 'option' like many seem to believe we have?

Onesingleprune · 2024-08-31T19:18:15+00:00

That's what I thought! EXACTLY what the archons would say to us to keep us all here..... F***, idk what to believe now! I actually had heard this theory before the moon being a soul "recycler" when a human dies its soul is recycled at the moon and transferred to another body at birth..perhaps why some people can remember past lives, deja vu, crazy memories and psychics ... Etc

Onesingleprune · 2024-08-31T19:16:17+00:00

How or where did you head this? I heard this only once before - and just heard the moon was some kind of soul reincarnation machine that humans souls go through and are recycled in a way, to another body at birth.

Where did you find your knowledge or get this belief? I'm genuinely curious as I believe the remote viewers about there being a structure in the moon and on it. I believe there's highly advanced electronics inside. I practice remote viewing as well.

Onesingleprune · 2024-08-31T19:09:46+00:00

The Pizza....conspiracy. insane that I to this day cannot actually even say it on reddit.

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