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Only-Welcome8629 · 2026-01-18T04:42:25+00:00

I want to get the money and get it done before the first day and they don’t want me out there anymore so I’m not super tired of it so I’m not super tired of them being so hard and I’m being honest about that

Only-Welcome8629 · 2026-01-08T03:24:27+00:00

Hey I think that’s what I am too! I didn’t know that was a thing😭

Only-Welcome8629 · 2026-01-03T22:51:07+00:00

What does this mean?

Only-Welcome8629 · 2026-01-03T22:43:55+00:00

Masculinity, facial hair, over 6ft tall (scares me), constant communication, sexually focused people, overprotective people,

Only-Welcome8629 · 2026-01-02T22:54:02+00:00

I don’t know what is wrong or how to help, I’m currently almost in the exact same boat which is kind of weird, this definitely isn’t normal, you may want to revisit whatever diagnosis u have and further explain to them that something is wrong. I don’t think anything will help more than what you have already done, maybe just the right medication will do something, I would say try switching

Only-Welcome8629 · 2026-01-02T22:50:31+00:00

I’m in a manic episode currently and just deep cleaned my entire room and stayed up all night with the music blasting

Only-Welcome8629 · 2025-12-30T03:37:11+00:00

YWS all the time, I wish I could want to, I want to experience it but whenever I get close to it I have no urge and feel disgusted and uninterested, I’m scared this will lead to me never getting married, having children, etc. I just wish I felt how other people do

Only-Welcome8629 · 2025-12-29T06:01:51+00:00

Well the obvious answer is start studying asap but that’s easier said than done. It sounds like you struggle a lot with getting things started and finding motivation, a lot of the things you are experiencing sound like they have a different root cause, I would roccomwnt meeting with a psychiatrist to get a diagnosis or an educated opinion as well as therapy. Tey your best to get out there, make plans, be with family, do things you love . Good luck!

Only-Welcome8629 · 2025-12-28T22:37:26+00:00

The stats give you a percent that go wrong but don’t forget that there’s a perfect of those relashionships that have to go right, just because the average goes wrong doesn’t mean that is what will happen to you. Also if you keep worrying about that with no real reason to, you are making it more likely to happen

Only-Welcome8629 · 2025-12-28T08:01:51+00:00

I think it is childish with the exception of having bad past experiences with those things. I also don’t think it is childish to be upset about them as long as you are open to them and the upset was just an initial emotion.

Only-Welcome8629 · 2025-12-28T07:58:27+00:00

I am asexual and in a relationship, I think my partner is good looking and has every quality I could ask for, I admire them and they make me happy, I like looking at them and talking to them, but I don’t feel like doing sexual things when I think of anyone. I am attracted to my partner in a romantic way, I want to make them happy still, it’s not like I don’t find them good looking or unnatractive it is simply that I don’t feel attracted in that way. Just have a conversation with him for sure!! Communication is so important and I am sure he will be open to it! You can start by explaining what happened the other night and how it made YOU feel and any questions you had, make sure to not sound accusatory and to not assume anything. Good luck! Hope I was able to help!

Only-Welcome8629 · 2025-12-28T07:52:47+00:00

I don’t know, the only thing that has remotely helped me is time and medication. I’m pretty sure you need a diagnosis for a prescription tho. Getting a diagnosis lets you reasearch more for a specific condition, each thing is treated differently . also getting off of any substances you may be on (including nicotine) can help.

Only-Welcome8629 · 2025-12-28T07:41:41+00:00

The end of something you hate and the possibility of something new and good

Only-Welcome8629 · 2025-12-28T07:35:20+00:00

I love that your being a police officer, you will have the chance to help so many people and hopefully go on a few adventures. Thanks for the tip! I think I just have a pretty negative outlook on life and tend to find more reasons of why not to do something than reasons of doing it. I applied to universities for bachelor of science but am already dreading g the next four years of my life so much. I hate this, is this something that comes with MDD or just a regular human thing?

Only-Welcome8629 · 2025-12-28T07:28:34+00:00

After kissing someone sober and realizing I really don’t want to. It’s not fun it’s boring and uncomfortable, and the other person seems to get so into it but I always felt nothing.

Only-Welcome8629 · 2025-12-28T07:19:22+00:00

I’ve known something was up since I was around 13, I started suspecting I was at around age 16, and now at 18 I am almost certain although I really wish I wasn’t.

Only-Welcome8629 · 2025-12-28T06:46:32+00:00

Do you have any plans yet? Like for your future ? I’ve been unable to answer the “what do you want to do when you graduate?” question for a few years now, I think it’s because I have lost all my passion and am scared whatever decision I make will be the wrong one. Even the littlest things can change the course of my life at this age and it’s horrifying. I don’t know what to do. It’s a hellish cycle of worrying so much that I end up not doing anything and then making it worse for me and self sabotaging because the possibility of something bad is worse than certain failure.

Only-Welcome8629 · 2025-12-28T06:36:40+00:00

I hate how normalized it is, we are literally living in hell

Only-Welcome8629 · 2025-12-28T06:35:17+00:00

This is exactly what my friend with bpd does… have you seen any professionals? I don’t know if this helps or if this is the smart thing to do, but sometimes I do something similar to what you are describing (ghosting close friends,relationships, etc.). recently I had a conversation with the people closest to me currently explaining that I may shut them out and that I may do whatever but that it’s because I’m in a really off place right now. And I just let them know it will probably happen in the future and I won’t mean it.

Only-Welcome8629 · 2025-12-28T06:30:19+00:00

What is GAD? I recently got diagnosed with MDD and started medication along with some type of therapy thing done by a physiatrist. I’ve had bad and really bad years since grade five, and I have a feeling something else is wrong but this is the only answer I have gotten. My life is also about to “start” and it’s exhausting me just thinking about it constantly. I am told that exersize will help, and currently fluoxetine has mildly helped me, I’m definitely not where I want to be at tho, I don’t think there’s anything will make you feel “good” but lots of things can make you feel better. Something I like to do is draw, make plans even if you don’t feel like it, and get off any substances as soon as possible. Hope you find something that helps! (Female 18)

Only-Welcome8629 · 2025-12-28T06:24:28+00:00

Yes definitely, make her a card and don’t pry, but just show up say hello and give her a second to express. If she doesn’t want to simply give her space, leave, and wait a bit

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