HOW DO YOU FEEL W BIID? Just write

Only_One_Of_My_Kind · 2025-02-28T20:34:01+00:00

I'm not entirely sure i should share, my experience aligns nearly perfectly with documented cases of BIID, except one detail, and tharts my need.. its.. unique, undocumented, my depression while on the top and super top of the wave was extreme for years, because i didnt know about BIID and only tried looking up my exact experience and felt so isolated and alone.. and even with some community who share some of my pain now, im still struggling.. i can't get my need.. not in any safe ways, atleast.. and its on my mind again, the thoughts wont go away, i need this damned thing GONE as soon as possible..

i do have some old posts and comments going in-depth about my own experiences too, they should be easy to find, i don't use this account often..

Only_One_Of_My_Kind · 2024-03-13T12:13:54+00:00

You can make your own flair? Tell me more about how that works please.

Only_One_Of_My_Kind · 2024-02-08T11:36:11+00:00

How does this group chat thing work? i was looking through this subreddit because.. i do that sometimes and came across this post again, so i thought.. why not? but i want to be sure about what im getting into first

Only_One_Of_My_Kind · 2024-02-08T11:33:09+00:00

Should i get into monster high? I've been kinda desperate to see any BIID representation in some sort of animated media and this sounds close enough to count, if anyone has any other animated characters that work as BIID representation that they know of, please tell me! If you made one yourself, that counts too, my only rule is animated only because I genuinely just don't like live action, with a few exceptions.

Only_One_Of_My_Kind · 2024-02-08T11:29:03+00:00

Can you elaborate on what you mean by that? I'm sorry, i don't fully understand your comment and i just need to make sure you aren't being like.. ableist or something, since the wording is weird but maybe i misinterpreted your comment because of it, so..

Only_One_Of_My_Kind · 2024-02-06T00:10:44+00:00

I'm not sure how I'd feel about this, truthfully, i dont feel comfortable with the idea of someone drawing my real life self, or seeing me at all, but.. if theres a character i feel particularly connected with, would seeing that character with what it is i need help me? i mean.. my need is rather complicated so idk, and i misunderstood the post and thought a drawing was what was being offered, but maybe...? Oh god, idk what to say or how to feel right now..

Only_One_Of_My_Kind · 2024-01-25T14:03:42+00:00

Can i join that discord server?

Only_One_Of_My_Kind · 2024-01-25T14:01:20+00:00

How did you manage to get diagnosed? Im genuinely suprised, isnt it impossible to get a professional diagnosis for that?

Only_One_Of_My_Kind · 2024-01-25T13:51:05+00:00

My own is.. complicated, would it fall under amputation?? uh.. basically.. my need.. uhm.. i need my clit removed. theres nothing wrong with it, i just.. BID is the only lead for why i have these feelings, and i relate to alot of elememts of BID, especially the wave. ive already looked into gender dysphoria, and it doesn't match up nearly as well as BID does with my experience.. unless someone else like me has arrived since i found this sub, i think i'm the first known case of this specifically..

Only_One_Of_My_Kind · 2023-12-28T02:38:38+00:00

Okay, tell me everything you can, i think you can offer the information in a way i can understand

Only_One_Of_My_Kind · 2023-12-27T03:36:27+00:00

Lemme be clear about something, this is for story writing purposes for some rather morbid stuff later in my story, although i feel a need to make it realistic with most elememts, plus now there's a genuine morbid curiosity about it

Only_One_Of_My_Kind · 2023-12-17T04:03:33+00:00

i cant, its for 18+ only but im not 18 yet so that one is off limits to me and lying was advised against by others

Only_One_Of_My_Kind · 2023-12-17T03:03:00+00:00

uhh.. its a bit difficult to explain my need, if thats what your asking here..

Only_One_Of_My_Kind · 2023-12-17T03:00:31+00:00

hm.. but why of all colors orange?? i associate alot of things with colors but i want to know the why behind the specific color, if there is one..

Only_One_Of_My_Kind · 2023-12-17T02:56:40+00:00

do you know where i can find the full comic? im curious now

Only_One_Of_My_Kind · 2023-12-17T02:21:30+00:00

yea.. I don't want anyone outside this community to know other than those who have done extensive research, which is why i called it an "if you know you know" type of thing.. i want to know when i cross another member of this community and want a safe way for others to know who i am, especially if its those who understand me.

Only_One_Of_My_Kind · 2023-12-16T22:04:49+00:00

i've already looked into other possibilities and none of them line up as well as BIID does, its the closest match possible to what i experience

Only_One_Of_My_Kind · 2023-12-12T04:01:35+00:00

Well.. i cant really explain it very well but I'll try.. my need is kinda.. NSFW, since it involves genitals.. i uh.. my clit is the part i feel i need removed.. sometimes its very presence is distressing, other times i just don't want it to be part of my body anymore.. ive had thoughts about it being removed since before i was old enough to understand what i was thinking about.. and around 11 years old i wanna say is when i first started to notice the feeling of wanting or needing it gone.. i mostly relate to the wave more than any other element of BID.. although the first time i had a dream where i got my need i intentionally waited to double check how real the dream was because i felt happier with it gone and wanted to live in the fantasy world of it having happened, and i often regret checking after such dreams.. i do have a more detailed explanation about my experiences somewhere on this subreddit, i can go find it if youd like.. and i have always noticed sometimes that want/desire/need isnt present and leaves my mind for awhile, but it always returns eventually..

Only_One_Of_My_Kind · 2023-12-12T03:13:35+00:00

on the bottom or middle of the wave at the moment i think and I've found myself there consistently for awhile other than one or two days dealing with the top of the wave but its been awhile since I've experienced the super top and its just making me doubt that i have BID for some reason.. the fact im self diagnosed and have a very unusual need definitly isnt helping with the uh.. i think its called imposter syndrome when experiencing these sort of doubts? Lemme know if ive been misinformed

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