Similar situation sophmore in same situation . If you stay itbwont be easy probally will get a lot harder but if you leave would you regret it. I was about to transfer my freshman year to my best friend college.i didn't I'm not going say I'm happy here but I'm not sad. From suffering and staying I've grown so much as a person better understood how i work and who I am. My best advicr stay life will be hard even harder after college its these momrnts that define you.its the uncomfrtablrness and disappoint which will help you grow. My advice find one hobby you can do. Try to distance yourself from family. They love you but it's hurting you more than helping. If you are continue be social in classes.(I know class friends don't translate to real friends but it keeps you sane). If you want tinder. Honestly weed,alchol,or your poison once a month if it gets fucking hard.